A thousand times I stabbed,
A million times I lied,
To hide that one tear,
From the world in which I smiled.
My fear you can't see,
My screams you can't hear,
Is it because you are blind,
Or because of the smile I wear.
I wanna shout for help,
I wanna cry out loud,
I can't do this anymore,
Cover me with a shroud.
But in the end,
I decieve myself all over again,
It's okay I can do it,
Is what is say to cover the pain.
Maybe I'm wrong when I do so,
Maybe it's okay, I can't tell,
But as long as I can see your happy face,
I'll gladly go through that hell.
