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dan//

i arrived at the address phil had sent me. i paced a bit.
okay, don't be nervous. don't be nervous. it's only phil.

i brought my hand up to the door, to knock, but i hesitated.
okay, dan. just do it. all you have to do is knock on a door. why are you so nervous?

after about ten minutes of pacing, i knocked on the door, loudly.

my heart was racing.

i was nervous as hell, but excited to see him.

i heard someone approach the door.

calm down dan, calm down.

the door opened.

a tall ray of sunshine stood before me.

it felt as if i was in the presence of a literal angel.

just being near him for this short period of time felt warm, but also cold. not in a bad way, but in a refreshing way.

his shiny dark hair wasn't even a tad bit messy.

those wide eyes scanned me over.

he looked even more amazing in person.

his presence filled my lungs, and made my body immediately happy. i felt tingly and content and full of comfort.

god, was he pretty.

just standing in front of him melted all of my stress and sadness. i forgot about everything.

i may have even forgotten how to speak, as all i could say was, "uh... d-d.."

phil laughed. "hi."

i cleared my throat. "h-hi. sorry."