Excerpts of stories i'll never write

#58

"She destroyed me," she said as tears fell from her eyes. "I always tell everyone that they deserve people who wish to be in their life but I let her ruin me. I never knew that friendships could destroy you like this. But it feels like I just lost the love of my life. Who do I run to? Who's going to tell me when I'm being stupid? Or when I look fat in my favorite dress? At the same time I need someone who takes my feelings into account when they make decisions. I need to matter to someone. Although this feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest, I have to choose me. I can't let her destroy me anymore."