Excerpts of stories i'll never write

#89

"I told myself this time would be different, that you had somehow found redemption and changed. I rehearsed it in my head so I wouldn't hate myself for giving you another chance. But you aren't. My heart bleeds for you and you're looking for something new. But what about me?!" Her voice cracked resembling her soul when she had realized nothing changed. "Huh?! Did you ever think about me? How I have given myself to you so many times, already in pieces from the last episode. I wouldn't be here if I didn't love you, and I hate it. Almost as much as I wish I could hate you."