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Jazmyne's POV

"I'm still here" I didn't mean to be a doormat

"Are you okay" I just need to better myself and I'll be fine

"Yeah, I think I just need to be alone for a while" I say

"Are you sure? I could come over if you need somebody to cry on" Jackson says

"I'm not crying, I'm just messing around on my computer" I say

"I'm sorry about- I hung up and went to take a bath and rethink my life...

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Over the span of a month all I've done was exercise and detox, socially, emotionally, and physically. I moved into a smaller place, made up with goddess, and got to learn a lot about myself. I'd went to a therapist for a while but I recently stopped going and just work out and do yoga to relieve stress. I gave up on trying to be thick and accepted my body for what it was and not what was trending at the moment.

"Jazmyne, are you free today?" Rosa and Goddess came into my sun room while I was doing Yoga

"Yes" I say

"Really?!" Rosa asks

"I worked out this morning, my work assignments are complete, I finished all of my moving, and I don't have anything better to do than do yoga and Pilates" I say

"Go shower and put on something sexy simple" I eased out of my position and went to get ready to go out with them...

I got undressed and hopped in the showered. I washed off and shaved thoroughly then got out. I moisturized then put on my robe and rinsed my face. I applied a build up cream and waited for it to set before rinsing it off. I applied a pore mask, peeled it off once dry, and rinsed my face before applying a deep cleaning cream and exfoliating. I rinsed it off then let the moisture of a tissue mask settle before setting my face with a glowing mist. I put oil on my brows and lashes then applied chapstick. I have to do a lot of skin cleansing after working out since my pores open up.

I put on a tan nude ribbed bodycon tank dress, camel sandal heels, and a jean jacket. I dampened my eyes and applied oil to my hair before parting it. I sprayed some water in it in it's stretched state and felt it start curling up. I began brushing through it while gelling it brown then brought out my comb to pull it into a slick puff. I brushed my hair into a slick side parted low puff and reedit down for the waves. While waiting for it to dry I put on a dainty gold MELANIN name plate necklace band packed my small bag with water, berries, granola, my chargers, chapstick, lotion, socks, my keys, and extra clothes. I put my case on my phone then took my scarf off and gelled any trouble areas before fluffing my puff. I never paid much attention to my hair but this was my biggest slickest puff and my part was heavenly. I put in small gold earrings then went to my living room to meet the girls.

"Perfect!" They dragged me out of my house and to a pent house

"Who's your friend?" Mark let us in

"Jazmyne" I shook his hand

"Jazmyne?" His eyes widened

"We told you she looks good" Rosa says

"Yoga master and an exercise junkie" Goddess says

"Nice place" I walked in with the other girls and sat at the small bar area...

"Doesn't your friend want to sit on the couch and get to know us" I'd rather you call me by my name and let me play on my phone in peace.

"That's Jazmyne, she's been working out and bettering herself. We told you she looked amazing before we went to get her" Goddess says

"My favorite-

"If you didn't want me a few months ago, you shouldn't want me now. Before you say people change, I only date men and I already categorised you as boys. I'm gonna leave in maybe 10 minutes so don't waste time flirting with me" I continued playing on my phone and after a minute of two they continued talking...

"For your information, I still don't want you but we can be friends" Jin Young came to me

"One, I'm over here because I don't want to talk to any of you. Two, I couldn't care less if you of all people wanted me or not. Three, I would be with you if you were the last person on earth. You have a whole girlfriend, a booty call, a friend with benefits, a fuck buddy, and a side chick sitting around somewhere and 6 guys ready to be your best friend. I don't need you or your problems in my life so go sit back down and quit trying to start shit" I say

"No need to get an attitude" he says

"I'm leaving" I got my jacket and bag

"Bye, Junior. Bye, everybody else" I called a taxi and decided to just meet up with somebody less problematic

"Why did you want to meet up? You usually just face time me" Xiumin says

"I was already out so I wanted to see you in person again" I say

"Well, you look beautiful and I'm glad we could meet up again. I haven't seen you in person in almost a whole month" he says

"I had a last minute work assignment and procrastinating back fired so sorry about that" I say

"It's fine, I just missed hanging out with you" he says

"I missed hanging out with you, too. You're not as problematic as other idols I know" I say

"And you aren't a gold digger like other girls I know" he says

"Let's go get coffee" I say

"My treat" he says
Goddess's POV

"So... What are your thoughts on Jazmyne?" Rosa asks

"I miss the old Jazmyne" Jin Young says

"Yeah" the others agreed

"You just miss the old her because she doesn't let you shit on her pride and she knows her self worth. If you don't like her confidence after saying you didn't like her lack of confidence then you might as well not like at all. She's a nice person tired of taking shit from people with no respect for her and I'm proud of her change" I say

"But she-

"You're just mad she doesn't value your opinion, Junior" Rosa says

"My name-

"Mark, what are your thoughts on Jazmyne's transformation? You didn't say anything" I say

"She used to lack the confident to even wear a tight shirt and now she's flaunting her figure in a tight dress. I'm glad she's confident but I didn't expect her to go from 0 to 100 in a couple of months like that" Mark says

"She's beautiful, smart, and takes her job seriously by what I've seen and been told. Her confidence adds to her personality and makes her unique and irreplaceable" JB says

"I've always wanted a girl to work out with so she's the total package to me" Jackson says

"Jackson" I pout

"You just do sit ups and waist train. She obviously does full body work outs by the way she's shaped" Jackson says

"I'll do full body work outs with you" I say

"I'm not saying I want to date her, so stop giving me that pout" he says

"Okay" I rested my head on his shoulder

"She's out with somebody in EXO" Rosa says

"Doing what?" I ask

"Well... she just rejected him so nothing" Rosa says

"She's rejecting people now?!" Jin Young asks

"I guess... she says she doesn't like him like that" Rosa says

"She changed more than I thought she did" I say