Silence In The Snow (Phan)

A Little Too Loud

Song: Don't Threaten Me With A Good Time - Panic! At The Disco

So, you are back for more then. Well I wont disappoint.

How many of you have a crush on one of your teachers? I bet most of you do. But how far do you go with that crush. Do you just think, 'they're good looking, maybe if they weren't my teacher, I would', do you dream about them at night, or do you go further than that? I know one person who does. Dean Dobbs. What did he do, you're wondering.

I think it's safe to say that most of the boys at school, who aren't gay, think Miss Grainger is good looking, and if you had the chance, you probably would try it on with her. But Dean knew that would never happen, so he decided to take matters into his own hands, quite literally.

I think he needs to be a bit quieter when he's getting off at school in the boys' toilets. Especially if he shouts someone's name out. Especially if it is a teacher's name whose classroom is only a couple of doors away. Lucky for him she wasn't in there, but unlucky for him that someone may have been walking past when he did it.

I don't know how he will react to this, but if it was me, I wouldn't want to show my face because now everyone in the school knows that he will wank over a teacher. A teacher who I know for a fact he has first tomorrow morning. No secret is safe, and Dean is the fourth to be exposed.

Dan POV

I almost didn't want to show my face today. A new post had been added yesterday, and I could have stopped it. But if I had, then mine would have been put up, and possibly other people's as well. That is what I'm using to justify my point. Other people's secrets are in jeopardy as well. It doesn't make me feel any better though.

I walked into the building and to my locker. Charlie and Alex were at my locker as usual.

"Yes, I read it, before you ask." I said, not in the mood for it this morning. I opened my locker to grab my book. It was right at the back. "For god sake." I said, then reached in to grab my book. I grabbed the book.

"Dan!" Alex shouted. I hit my head on the top of my locker.

"Jesus Christ." I said, rubbing my head.

"Are you okay?" Charlie asked.

"I'm fine. No permanent damage." I said.

"You seem happy this morning." Alex said sarcastically.

"I'm just tired." I said, which wasn't exactly a lie. I was tired. I had been up most of last night because I felt guilty. The bell rang for first lesson. English.

"We had better get to class." Charlie said. I nodded. We walked down the corridor to our classroom.

When we got in there, there were only a few people in there, one of which was Phil. As I walked in, he looked up and caught my eye. I glared at him, to which he smirked at. I carried on to my seat.

Most of the class was in the room, but Miss wasn't there at the moment.

"There he is." I heard Chris say. I looked up and saw Dean walk into the room. Chris, both Jacks, Finn, Alfie and Alex all started clapping and cheering. Dean laughed bowing at the front, before making his way to his seat.

"I don't know why you're all cheering, it's disgusting. And you, you should be ashamed." Carrie said when everyone quietened down.

"Oh come off it. It's not that bad." Jack said to his girlfriend.

"You don't do that over a teacher, or at school." Zoe said.

"It's not harming anyone." Chris said.

"That's not the point, it's wrong." Emma said.

"So is dating someone who is 5 years older." Jack said.

"That was uncalled for." I pitched in.

"Why would you even do that?" Zoe asked.

"Why not? She's fit." Dean said.

"So?" Zoe said.

"I'm with the girls on this one mate." Charlie said.

"Seriously?" Alex said.

"You don't do that over a teacher." Charlie said.

"It's just the same as doing it over a celebrity, the only difference is you actually know her." Alex said.

"While that is true, you do still have to see them most days." I said.

"Not you too." Alex complained. "Are you telling me you wouldn't wank over her, or any teacher?" Alex asked. I saw Phil look over from the corner of my eye. I could see the smirk on his face.

"No I wouldn't." I said, determined not to look at Phil.

"Bullshit." Alex said.

"Language." Miss Grainger scolded as she walked in the room. Everyone fell silent. "Get your books out." She said. A couple of people sniggered, but did as they were told.

"Well, at least we can cross you off the list now." Alfie said to Dean, taking out the list and putting a line through Dean's name.

Halfway through the lesson, I put my hand up.

"Yes Dan?" Miss Grainger asked.

"Can I got to the toilet?" I asked.

"Quickly." She said. I got up, stuffing a bit of paper into my pocket. I walked over to the door, passing Phil's table as I did. I subtly slipped a piece of paper on to the table. It said, 'Library, break time. We need to talk'. Phil quickly grabbed it before Jack realised. I walked out the room and down the corridor. I didn't really need to go, but I went to the toilets anyway. I stood in front of one of the mirrors. I felt guilty. While this secret hadn't really affected Dean, no one knew what was coming next, and I could stop it, but I was too selfish. I was still at risk of Phil telling my secret, and I didn't want that, so I had come up with a solution. I wasn't proud of it, but it would stop Phil holding this over me.

I walked back to class. As I passed Phil's table ne nodded to be. If you hadn't have been paying attention, you wouldn't have even seen the movement. The rest of the lesson dragged on, but eventually the bell went. Everyone stood up, collecting their stuff.

"I have to go do something so I will see you at lunch." I said to Alex and Charlie.

"Cool. See you later." Charlie said.

"Bye." Alex said. I slowly got my stuff together, making sure I was the last to leave the room so no one would see where I was going. When everyone had gone, I walked out the classroom, heading straight for the library. When I got there, Phil was where he was last time.

"So what did you want?" Phil asked as I sat down.

"Nice reference in there." I said, talking about the blog.

"Did you like that bit? I thought I would add it just for you. And you proved me right in class." He said. He was talking about when I had said I wouldn't wank over Miss Grainger, because he knew I was gay.

"Yeah, it was very funny. Haha." I said monotonously.

"So is that all you wanted?" He asked.

"No actually. I wanted to make you a proposition." I said. He gestured for me to continue. "You don't ever put my secret on the blog," He went to interrupt me, but I held my finger up. "And I will... help you." I said, struggling to actually say it. He sat there for a minute, not saying anything.

"Help me?" He asked.

"Yeah." I said.

"As in, get information?" He asked. I nodded. "Hmm... I could use your help for information. I can only be in one place at a time." He said, thinking about it.

"But you have to promise you wont put my secret up. Ever." I said.

"That's it?" He asked.

"That's it." I confirmed.

"Alright, fine." He said.

"Shake on it?" I asked, holding out my hand. He grabbed my hand, shaking it.

"Welcome aboard." He smiled. What had I just put myself up to?