Internet Famous // S.M.

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"Hey guys, its Rosemary Grace here. Today I am going to be singing "Summer Time Sadness" by Lana del Rey. I hope you enjoy, and don't forget to like comment and subscribe!" I said out load to the camera. I then began singing.
"Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

I got my red dress on tonight
Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight
Done my hair up real big beauty queen style
High heels off, I'm feeling alive

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I'm feelin' electric tonight
Cruising down the coast goin' 'bout 99
Got my bad baby by my heavenly side
I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymor

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
Later's better than never
Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Thank you"

I got up to stop the camera, just in time too because moments after I had put the camera away Jeffery came in.

"Awe are you trying to seduce me with your guitar playing?" He said with a rude tone. I tensed up as he spoke, its like every time he speaks I just know bad things are going to happen.

"Well actually I-" I tried to start but he cut me off.
"Never mind I don't really care. Just don't be to damn loud."
"I will try," I bluntly stated
"I will try..." he motioned me to go on.
I sighed. "Babe" I said reluctantly. He looked pleased with himself and he left.
Yes, unfortunately it was true. This towering teen that stood before me was my boyfriend. I know what you are thinking, why don't you leave him? Well, I wish it was that easy. I have tried before in the past but the abuse gets worse. I'm afraid to tell anyone because I don't know what he will do to them or me. I just cant risk it.
I could hear his snores and I knew the coast was clear, so I got the SD card out of the camera and put it in my computer so I could import and edit the footage.

If Jeffery knew I had a youtube account with over 300,000 subscribers, he would flip his shit. He would probably go on and yell about how I was his and only his and no one else gets to listen to me sing, probably hit me a couple of times, and maybe even sell my computer and camera so he would know I couldn't make anymore videos.

This video was pretty simple to edit, I just added my intro and put a black and white filter on it. I don't know why but I like to put black and white filters on all my videos, it just makes my account look cool.
After the actual video was done, I made a thumbnail and uploaded it to YouTube. Immediately after it posted, I went to twitter.

@rosemarygrace: Summertime Sadness cover is up! Retweet for a DM ;)

I started getting loads of attention on that tweet, as predicted. I tried my best to go through and DM every person that retweeted with things like "I love you" or "you are so cute!!" Or "thanks for being active❤️"
I try to make each one personalized.

"Oh shoot" I whispered to myself as I look at the time. If I don't leave right now, then I'm going to be late for dinner.
I gather all my things, my laptop, camera, and chargers and put it all in my backpack. Then I grab my guitar, put it in its case and head out. Jeffery is still sleeping on the couch downstairs, surround in beer cans and junk food wrappers. Honestly what went through my head when I first started dating him?
I'll just have to text him so he doesn't freak out when I'm not there when he wakes up.
I walk out the front door of his small and dirty apartment and get in my jeep to drive back, quickly, to my house.

A/N: hey guys! I think I'm going to start writing again. I forgot how addicting it was😂 this is going to be a shawn mendes fic. I havent wrote in like a year so ignore the fact that it sucks lmao. I'm sure the chapters will get better with time.