Internet Famous // S.M.

16

My alarm went off at 8, and I groaned.

Today I would be leaving this lovely cabin and going back to my reality- back to Jeffery.

Our flight left at noon, so I got up and started packing.

I was upset because I knew I wouldn't be able to see Shawn much after this. He was going on tour in a few weeks and I was going to have to go back to school in a few months. I wish I neither of us had to go, but it was the sad truth.

@rosemarygrace: sad to leave you 😢

I tweeted out before finishing packing. I closed up my suitcase and got my back pack stuff ready. I walked to the recording room to get my guitar, and Shawn was in there.

"Oh hey. You're up early," I said, surprised he was here.

"Yeah, because I'm sad you are leaving," he pouted like a little kid.

"We will stay in touch. We have FaceTime and texting now days," I tried to convince him. I tried to convince myself too. I know long distance relationships usually don't work, but Shawn and I have something special. I just hope we can work it all out.

"Let's take a picture for my Instagram," I told him.

I held my phone out to take a picture. We looked at each other and made pouty faces.
Click
"See you later bestfriend💔😢" I captioned it and tagged him.

I checked my account and I had a million followers! I was growing like crazy! All thanks to him of course.

"I HIT ONE MILLION!" I squealed. It was insane, a million in a day?

"CONGRATS!" He yelled with me.

"MOM, MOM!" I ran out of the recording room and into hers.
"I HIT ONE MILLION!" I shouted. She stopped packing and pulled me into a big bear hug.
"I'm so proud of you sweetheart," she said.
"thanks mom," I smiled. It was nice to have a family that supported me in what I did.

After our hug I went back into the recording room.

"How should I thank them?" I asked Shawn.
"Make a video saying thanks, and maybe mention the song we wrote,"
I nodded and got my phone out.

"Hey guys, I just wanted to thank you all for one million! It's insane! Big things are happening, maybe with this one," I smirked and panned the camera over to Shawn, who wasn't expecting to be on film. He did a little air punch dance and I stopped the video and started cracking up laughing.

"What was that?" I managed to get out.

"I am a very talented dancer," he shrugged and laughed.

I posted the video and sat my phone down. I am going to miss his goofy ass.

••••
Our flight landed in the middle of the day and I already had post - vacation depression. Tonight I would have to go to Jeffery's house to "make up for lost time" and honestly I was terrified.

I also would like to hang out with Cecelia, she will freak out when she hears about what all happened.

My dad came and picked us up from the airport. We told him all about the Mendes crew and all the fun times we had.

"And I think Rosie got a new boyfriend," my mom turned to look at me.

"We aren't dating," I blushed.

"Ok but let me know when you do," she winked at me. Most moms would be so against this, but of course my mom is different.

When we got to the house I went upstairs to put all my things away and send Cecelia a text.

Me: hey girl! I'm back in town, we need to hang out!

It didn't really sound like me, but I feel like a completely different person than when I left. She texted back only a few moments after I sent the text.

Cecilia: yes for sure!! I'm free tomorrow if that works for you

Me: it sure does :) see you then!

Then I made sure to text Shawn. He told me to text him when I landed, he wanted to make sure I was safe.

Me: Made it home. Miss you already💔

I continued to unpack. After I ate dinner, I planned on going to Jeffery's.

Shawn: Miss you too, glad to hear you made it home though :)

I smiled at his text. I grabbed my phone and went downstairs to eat.

My mom had made chicken alfredo, which is one of my favorite meals. I gobbled it all down and told mom I was going to 'Alexis's'

I walked down the street and I felt the summer heat on my arms and face.
What would he do? Would he be happy to see me or mad because I've been gone for so long? The anxiety built in my stomach as I walked into his apartment.

"Jeffery?" I called.

"Baby!" He said from the living room. Baby? Really?

He was sitting on the couch drinking a beer.

"Hi," I said, my voice small.

"I've missed you!" He exclaimed. A rush of relief came over me. Ok, maybe this won't be so bad.

"I... missed you too," I hesitated, and he knew.

He sat up and got really close to me, like he was about to fight.

"You didn't miss me?" He said pitifully.

"Y-yes of course I did," I said, trying not to look at him.

"Bullshit. Don't think I don't know you were all over that 'Shawn Mendes,'" he said sternly.

"I wasn't I-" I was cut off because he pushed me away from him. "Jeffery!"

It had taken me by surprise. Now that I had been treated so well by Shawn, Jeffery's behavior was completely shocking. I was used to it, I thought it wasn't a big deal. Now that I had been spoiled, I realized it isn't ok. He can't treat me like this. I know what I have to do.

"I'm sorry," I said and got up.

"No, come back here! You know what you did!" He tried to grab me but I wiggled out of his grip. I ran out the door and didn't look back. I don't care if he is following me; he is probably drunk and I could out run him.

When I got back to my house, I ran upstairs and FaceTimed Shawn. He picked up almost immediately.

"Hey! How are yo- what's wrong?" He noticed I was out of breath and there was a couple of tears on my checks.

"I need you to help me," I blurted out.

"With what?" He was taken aback by my weird tone.

"I need you to help me tell my mom," I spoke quick.

"Tell your mom what?" I had a feeling he knew, but just wanted to be sure.

"Tell her about Jeffery,"

A/N: thanks for 150 reads! Don't forget to vote to help me get this book out there!

Also I'm trying to space out the quotes and paragraphs more; it looks better that way😂