loving Her From A Distance

The Hills Part II (90210 come up)

Cyn

Here we are driving back to Erica's house from the airport, we haven't really said much the whole car ride and  the tension in this car right now is at a all time high *sighing to myself * then readjusting my body so that I'm now facing her. I could tell she wanted to turn her head towards me also by the way her eyes shifted quickly *looking in her mirror*  but she didn't she just focus back on the road just as quick.

I didn't mind that though the silence/tension was some what endearing; I took the opportunity to To really exsamine her body properly I mean I haven't seen her in a year so who can blame me. She had a sculpted figure Her waist was tapered but her ass was voluptuous as ever, Her tanned complexion made her skin glow "LA has been good to her I said in my head" .

Her arched shaped eyebrows inclined slightly looked down on her velvet-black eyelashes; *she blinked once slowly, as if to tell me stop staring but I didn't*. The aquiline nose she sported complemented her prominent cheekbones *Beautiful was an understatement*

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Her virility-brown eyes set my heart a-thump. Her oxbow lips positively drooled with goodness *I licked my lips as I thought about kissing her but I didn't, I just continued to examine her* . A set of dazzling, angel-white teeth gleamed as she blew gently on her carmine-red fingernails her "favorite color". I could go on all day but I notice she still hasn't said anything, so I shifted back to my original position..... I wonder what's on her mind.

Erica

From the time we got in the car till now me and cyn hasn't really said a word to each other, its a bit awkward I mean I want to say something I just don't know what to say. You see she is the only one that had this effect on me, the only one that can make the infamous ERICA MENA shy and fumbled her words.

I notice she has just readjusted her body and she's now staring at me vigorously as if she's was trying to work me out or something. I quickly shifted my eye's to the mirror to see but her eye's meet mines instantly and I just looked back on the road *shit Erica pull yourself together*.

5 minutes later and she's still looking at me, what is up with her. I was about to say something but I chickened out and blew on my nails instead; I noticed she readjusted her body to it's original state and focus back on the road with me. 15 minutes later we pulled up to my house, I got her bags out the car and went inside. I notice she didn't follow so I put her bags down and headed back to the car to see her sitting there.

Cyn

Me and Erica just pulled up to her house in the Hollywood  hills *SHITTT the 90210 come up in real I said to myself* her house looked amazing. My eyes followed her as she got out the car, grabbed my bags and headed inside all whilst I just sat there in the car just watching her. "I think this is a mistake I shouldn't be here at all at her house, I mean yes I thirsted for her a little on the way here but I can't do this....no I think I have to stay somewhere el *gco by my own thoughts* because I figured she noticed I still was in the car because she came outside with a slight frown on her face *here we go*

Erica

I walked over to her side of the car and stared at her with warmth for a while before breaking the silence because I wanted to know why she was still in the car.

Erica: *getting in the car once more* Cyn what's wrong why are you still in the car?

Cyn: Noting is wrong.

Erica: Cyn I know you, what's up?

Cyn: Erica I just don't think me staying with you is a good idea, I mean you cancel my driver, cancel my hotel , had me waiting at the airport because you fell asleep, don't say nothing to me for about a hour and then expect me to stay here with you.

Erica: Cyn I'm sorry for all those things but I just wanted you feel more comfortable with someone you knew, I don't see what the big deal is.

Cyn: That's your problem,You never see the bigger picture all you do is come along with your big elaborate idea's and do some crazy shit *At this point I could feel myself getting angry* THERE'S BOUNDARIES THAT YOU JUST DON'T CROSS why don't you get that.

Erica

At this point I have no words *stepping out the car for a second because your girl getting heated* like how did it even get to this point? We where fine about an hour ago and now she's mad at me for canceling a fucking hotel wtf. *breathe Erica breathe* knowing cyn there's more to the story than she's letting on, so I go back in and ask her what's wrong.

Erica: Cyn tell me what's really wrong? *I was looking directly at her but she wasn't looking at me, she didn't even attempt to try* Cyn look at me please.

Cyn: I don't want to look at you Erica... Just get my stuff so I can get out of your way.

Erica: NO! I told you that you're staying and that's final. Cyn please...

Cyn: .......

Erica- She still hasn't looked at me and now she's giving me the silent treatment again, so I placed one of my hand's in hers and intertwined our fingers together. I use my other hand to cup her face turning it slightly so her eyes meet with mine. I lowered my tone and asked her the question again .

Erica: Cyn tell me what's wrong?

Cyn: *I sighed momentarily before answering* the truth is I'm scared, I mean here I am at your house in LA and I have no clue what so ever if I want to be with you in that way again. Yes I love you.... I'm in love with you but I don't want to get hurt again by you because my heart can't take it. Then you do some impulse shit like today and it makes me rethink everything.

Erica: Cyn I love you OK I always have , yes I'm crazy but that's why you love me right *making her smile cause she had this cute little pout* You don't have to worry about me hurting you because I'm never making that mistake again EVER. We have a month to spend with each other I'm going to make it up to you OK I promise, just promise me  you'll stay with me ok.

Cyn: I don't know

Erica: Come on pleaseeeeee "pouting and giving her the puppy dog eyes"

Cyn: Fine!!!  but NO funny business you on trial.

Erica: I can't promise you that *winking*

Cyn: I can't stand you "playfully shoving Erica as she got out the car"

Erica: *laughing* but you love me tho.

Cyn: Whatever *rolling her eyes*

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Its been a hour since we got to my house and got Cyn settled in, she took a shower and feel asleep in the guest room whilst I'm downstairs watching TV in the living room. I guess I was tired too because I woke  up hours later to cyn cooking in the kitchen, after we got done eating we just chilled in the movie room then went to bed by 10:00pm because we were still tired from today's drama.

A/N I hope you like.... Do you think cyn and erica are gonna be a couple by the end of this month or nah? Has Erica really changed? Let me know xx