loving Her From A Distance

Something Tell's me

"Don't fuck with my feeling's just because your unsure of you're own".

Cyn's POV

"You look beautiful! Everything look's beautiful" Stella said as she laid stomach down on the make-shift sofa that's in the back room. She stared at me with her chin in her hands, a sparkle in her eye as if she were my five year old daughter watching me getting ready to go out for the night on the town with daddy.

"I don't know. Are the dresses the right color?" I asked.

"Everything matches amazingly with your theme, plus you look stunning you should wear emerald green more often!" Stella said studying it. I looked in the full length mirror. The chiffon material was gorgeous and I liked how it had braided halter straps, but I worried it wasn't elegant enough.

"Hmm," I pondered.

"Stop stressing yourself out!' Stella ordered.

"I'm just so nervous. I've never had my own fashion show before," I sighed but still had a big ass smile on my face. Just thinking of my achievements  made me grin."You really think they're going like the NU collection?" I asked.

"Everyone gonna love it, come on Cyn you got this"

"I smiled at her momentarily, while she looks at me confused none-the less"

"What?....why you smiling at me like that"?

"Thank you" I said, "I don't know what I would do without you"

"Your welcome babe, I got you"

"Best friends?"

"Best friends" she said back as she give me a playful shove.

We hug it out and moments later I'm being pulled out of the back room and into the sea of people that had come to support me. Stella was right everything looked good, everyone was proud of me but most of all I was proud of myself.

It was now 7:00pm and the show started in thirty minutes, as I continue to make small talk I spot Joe walking in with a bunch of flowers in his hand. I can't lie I was happy to see him even though my emotions were all over the place "relationship wise" I still wanted him there.

"Babe this looks amazing, not only that you look amazing" he said as he kissed my cheek

"Thank you, Stella did her thing"

"She really did..... Babe these are for you" he said as he handed me the flowers

"These are beautiful thank you"

"You're welcome. You nervous?"

"I was a little while ago but Stella got me to calm down, plus your here now so I'm good"

"I'm so proud of you, you did it babe"

"I know I can't believe it"

We continued to talk and mingle with my guest until it was time for me to get the show started. I slipped out of Joe grip before making my way back stage.

*****

"Erica hurry up were gonna be late" I heard Chyna shout from the front door.

"I'm coming damn" I shouted back as I grabbed my phone and purse closing the door behind me.

"Finally! What took your ass so long?" She looked at me with a slight frown.

"Nothing! Besides you know you can't rush perfection" I said laughing mainly so I could soften her hardened expression.

"Ha....Ha....Ha, Erica get your ass in the car"