loving Her From A Distance

The Break up

We arrived back to my place about 50mintues later and  I headed inside with Cyn hot on my heels behind me. She shut the door and I head upstairs to my room closing my door behind me "we haven't said two words to each other since Albee told me she kissed Game" I hear her foot steps coming up the stairs; so I turned towards the door, there was a slight pause followed by a loud sigh before she entered into my room.

"Erica!!! Can you please say something" 'she said..... Walking towards me. Please, say something," she says, biting her lip and tears rolling down her cheeks.

Well, she's apparently the victim here. Or she's trying to make me feel guilty. I don't get it. She's the unfaithful one—a simmering pot of nasty, putrid, cheating goo.

"Admit it," I calmly coax. "I know you cheated, so please just admit it and we can both move on with our lives". A smirk appears on my face as I notice her cracking his knuckles, another one of her signs that she is nervous. This was not the first time we came across this argument, but it was the first time I knew this was the end for us.

"I swear E, I didn't cheat on you..." She trailed off. "I … I didn't do anything I swear....he just..."

" He just what  Cynthia?" I spat. "Just can't seem to get the courage to fess up for once and actually be honest with someone?" Her brows furrowed and the corners of her mouth tightened. I knew I had her now. In the three years that we had been together, I never saw her stay tight-lipped when someone confronted her. she did not have a passive personality, and she certainly was not going to begin being passive with this argument.

"I don't know how you don't trust me... after three years we spent together"

"Don't even try to turn this around on me!" I interrupt. My face is flushed from anger and I can see that she is not going to give up easily. "I know you did it Cynthia. Just admit it and stop wasting both our time".

Cyn POV

I can't believe this shit right now, she believe her stupid little friend but not me. I never cheated and never will but she can't see that and to be honest If this'd her attitude then why am I even explaining shit to her after all she's done. Ohh now she wanna flex like she's an angle.

"Puh-lease. You always overreact... is it that time of the month again or something? I said sarcastically"

"Wow, I cannot believe you had the nerve to be making jokes/ say that to me. What's even more incredible is the fact that you are such a cheating  liar and yet you try to blame this on me!" I yelled in disbelief.

"Erica why the fuck would I cheat on you infront of everyone"? You always believe your friends over me... This is the same reason why we didn't work out the last time. But you know what I can't even be bothered because you clearly think I did so do what you want" *walking out of Erica room*

*Following Cyn* "Ohh there it is she's walking away again, you should change your name to Cynthia 'walking away' Santana since that's all you do. Albee was right you are a hoe.

"FUCK YOU Erica". I came in there to tell you what really happened but you go off like always, nothing has changed with you has it? CALL HIM AND ASK HIM WHAT REALLY HAPPEND...ASK YOUR FRIEND WHAT HE DID" *voice breaking* And YOU calling me a hoe?? *smirking* you've collected more bodies than the New York subway.

You ever say something and immediately regret it? Yeah, well this is me right now in this moment. I didn't mean it but I was super angry plus she wasn't listening to me and I  just snapped. She's now just standing there looking at me.

Erica- "And  like the idiot I am, I just stand there, not saying a word. Disbelief? Perhaps that's what I'm feeling. There is definitely rage simmering inside of me. It's not quite to a boil—and why am I thinking with cooking analogies? Fuck it  I was angry as hell, how dare she say that.

I see her mouth open which tells me she about to saw something .....Ohh hear it come the "apology"

"Erica I didn't mean it, look at me please"; She said but I didn't.

"Leave me alone Cyn I swear, before I do something I'll regret"

"Erica!!! *Grabbing her arms*

"I SAID LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE"* Slam*

Cyn- I guess it was a reflex because before I knew it I was on the floor holding my face, tears began to form in my eyes. My vision became bleary and her voice echoed around the room "I can't believe she hit me again". She ran over to me and without no hesitation I  hit her back. Now I was fuming how dare she .....how fucking dare she do that, I was not gonna be her punching bag No! not me. The damage was done, this was the last straw. I guess she didn't expect me to hit her back;and before I knew it she was screaming at me telling me pack my shit and go.

"I did need telling twice that's exactly what I did. There was no going back I'm officially done this time...... that's it".

Erica- I hit her I said under my breathe.... OH SHIT I HIT HER! Cyn I.... I didn't mean it to do that baby I'm sorry * gco*Cyn punched me in my face* owwww; that shit hurt and I deserved it but it took everything in me not to beat her ass. I'm done with her shit I can't do this anymore.

Pack up all your shit and leave NOW!!! Get the fuck outta my house" she began to pack and I immediately regretted everything I just said and did.

"Cyn you don't have to go I didn't mean it please don't leave "* holding her waist*

"I can't do this anymore , it went too far tonight and I can't deal with the bullshit anymore".

"But I love you *crying* I'm in love with you please don't go".

"And I'm in love with you too but you don't trust me Jasmine and we can't have a relationship without trust" *crying*

"I do trust you!! Look at me.... *holding Cyns face* I'm not gonna to hurt you and I don't wanna hurt"

"You already did" *crying hysterically*

They both cried in each others arms for what seem like forever, about 30 minutes Cyn was gone..... she left and was heading back home.

Erica POV

The next few months were a blur that ran together like watercolor drawings tend to when they've had too much water and not enough paint. I was a mess, everything that I wanted was there in my grip and I had to ruin it. I don't think I've left the house in about 3 weeks and King keeps on asking where Cyn went and why she didn't say goodbye like she promised. That broke my heart because I was to blame.

Cyn POV

Erica and I ended our relationship that day and I swiftly moved into my own apartment and had ceased all contact with her within two weeks from the breakup. My life became one boring routine of getting up in the morning, exhausted from a sleepless night, spending ten hours at the office and then coming home and throwing on my flannel pajamas and crying myself to sleep only to wake up an hour later distraught and heartbroken. Every little thing I saw reminded me of her, and it took all my energy not to break down into suffocating sobs while out in public or at the office.

Three months went by where depression was the King of my heart, anger was the Queen and happiness was merely the peasant servant with no way to get out into the world. Each time I would try to leave depression kingdom, it would wrangle me back in and tighten its grasp, throwing me to the ground, reminding me who was in charge.

And then one fateful night everything changed.

A/N- Who was to blame for the break up (Erica,Cyn,Game or Albee) ?

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