(Y/n)=Your name
"Lacus..." I whispered still sleepy and I reached out my hand. I lifted myself noticing the empty bed next to me. "Lacus... Are you here?" I tried to rise my voice. "Are you awoken, my love?" I turned myself, seeing my vampire on the door with his unbottoned shirt, leaving me a perfect view of his pectoral. "Don't look at me like that, (Y/n)." I looked away. "Lacus..." But before I could even finish what I was saying, I found myself stuck to the bed; the hands of the vampire were clenching my wrists preventing me from moving while his fangs sank in my neck. I closed my eyes enjoying this feeling of pain and lust. "L-lacus..." I tried to draw his attention, he was overdoing. Finally he rose from my neck, but without release the grasp on my wrists. "I'm sorry, (Y/n)..." He bent down kissing me and he moved a hand on my neck, caressing it slowly. I broke the kiss. "Lacus, please..." "Do I have to be faster? There's no problem..." I tried, in vain,to free my other hand from his grasp. Lacus left my wrist surprised. "(Y/n), what's the problem?" "Lacus not now... Please..." The vampire looked at me more perplexed. "You've just bled..." He placed again his lips on mine. "It's my fault then, but... You should know this. I can't resist you." And he gave me one of his looks full of love, passion and desire which I couldn't say no. I moved a hand behind his neck, nearing him to me. Lacus smiled like a hunter who has succeeded in conquering his prey.
As I woke up I was really alone. I sighed thinking that, as usual, I let him have his way. He knew which where my weak points and he could use them in the best way. I ran a hand on my neck. A day he'll finish to bleed me if he goes on like that. I thought comfortless. I smiled; yes, maybe sometime, or rather to many times, he didn't behave esactly like a Prince Charming and on these occasions softness and sweetness weren't his best qualities, but I knew that I couldn't ever live without him, I needed him and the same went for the vampire too. The problem of Lacus was his lack of self-control, in face of that I loved him and I knew that also him felt the same for me.
Finally we managed to have a walk alone, something romantic. He and me, holding hands. "You! You've killed him! Monster!" A kid about ten came near us running, but other two tried to stop him. "Forget it! He'll kill you too!" Lacus seemed intentioned to go towards their direction. "Wait..." I whispered. The vampire turned. "It's only a child, Lacus..." He casted a glance at the child, put a hand around my waist and we went away. I was happy that he had listened to me, but I couldn't forget the words of that child. Who had he killed? In the end things weren't so difficult to figure out, but it seemed that Lacus wasn't particulary worried. "(Y/n)... Is something wrong?" I took a deep breath and I turned towards him. "Who have you killed?" Lacus laughed. "You know... I don't have self-control and when I drink..." "You told me that you won't do this again." "(Y/n)... I'm sorry..." The tone of his voice changed, he seemed to be really sorry. "You always say so, Lacus." And I lowered my gaze. The vampire took my face in his hands, forcing me to look him in the eyes. "I'll undertake more, I'll try to contein myself, but... (Y/n) don't..." " I'm not going anywhere Lacus, I could never do this." "Thank you, (Y/n)." And he hugged me.
Some days later
However tired I was, I decided to take a walk, I needed to go out for a breath of fresh air. So I saw him attack, again, a poor child. The one who told that he would bettered, that wouldn't make that again. I sighed and I went away. It couldn't go on like that.
I took an hot shower, I needed to calm me, to relax and moreover to reflect. I put on my bathrobe and I went out from the bathroom. "Finally, my love." Lacus pushed me against the wall raising my hands above my head and he kissed me. I felt his fangs on my lips. I tried to detach myself from him. "Do you prefer from the neck?" He whispered to me. "Lacus let me go." He freed my hands from his grasp and he wrapped his harms around my waist, nearing me to him. "It seems to me that we usually have fun..." I pushed my hands against his chest. "Let me go!" I shouted. He let me go, surprised. "(Y/n)...why are you..." I didn't realized that tears were streaming down my face. "I've seen you today." The eyes of Lacus went wide. "You've promised me that you wouldn't make that anymore, that you would have changed..." "I'm trying, I swear that..." "It's not only this, Lacus! Everytime you came back you almost attack me and... I can't go on..." "(Y/n), I swear you that things will change, I will truly change..." "It's not the first time you tell me this... At the beginning I belived in this Lacus, I really thought that things could change, but at this point..." I stopped for a moment, what I was going to say wasn't easy, also because, a part of me, wouldn't have arrived at this point: to break the heart of someone you love. Lacus took advantage of my hesitation and he came once more near me, taking my face in his hands. "(Y/n)... I love you." "I know it Lacus, but I can't go on living like that." I read the despair he had in his eyes and, for a second, I had a rethink. How could I leave him after all this time? After have sworn that I would never gone away? How could I go on without him? "Lacus... It's ended." I looked at him straight in the eyes, they were bright with tears. He bent over me giving me a soft kiss on my forehead. "Tomorrow I'm leaving." I whispered. "You don't have to hurry." There was still hope in his voice. "No, it's better like this. For both of us." Maybe this extreme act could have brought to him a real change, but it was the best solution and one day I would have managed to overcome our separation, at least that was what I was hoping for.
09/01/2017
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Owari No Seraph One Shots
FanfictionA collection of one shots about Owari no Seraph