Owari No Seraph One Shots

Kureto Hiiragi

(Y/n) = your name

I was awakened by a movement beside me. I stood up sleepily. "Kureto?" I whispered. "I'm going to work (Y/n)." "Is it not soon?" "It's never too early. In fact, I think you should follow my example. " He leaned over kissing me. "See you later." And he went out. I got to go lay down on the bed. As usual the work was before anything else for him. I wished sometimes he could spend more time with me, I didn't seem to expect much from him who, in theory, was my boyfriend.

When I went to the Moon company headquarters I decided to move to his office. "Hi Kureto." I said smiling at him while I walked in. "(Y/n) what are you doing here?" Asked Kureto surprised. "I leave you alone. We can continue later. " Said Shinya heading towards the door. "No, Shinya. (Y/n)? " "Would you like to eat together for lunch? " I asked hopeful. "No, I can't. See you tonight at home. And don't come back to disturb me. I'm busy." I smiled and went out hiding how actually those words hurt me. He was busy, he had to work, he had better things to do. And never once he tried to make time to be with me.

I made a promise to prepare a nice dinner hoping that he could appreciate it. I expected in vain until exhaustion got the better. I was wondering when or if he would ever come home and I fell asleep.

When I woke up I didn't find Kureto, but a note.

Very kind of you to expect awake, really. Since I'm so busy I went early to the Office, I didn't want to wake up the Princess from her dreams.

I burst into tears and then, to improve the situation, I was forced to go to the bathroom to throw up. "Now any worse ..." I told myself while I went to work. This time I didn't go to Kureto, if I did I would have worsened everything and I, despite everything, didn't want to lose him. Because I loved him. I felt weird, a little tired. Maybe it was all that was going on with Kureto. "(Y/n),are you all right? You look pale. " "No, Shinya, I'm ..." But I wasn't well at all and I would have fallen if Shinya hadn't taken me. "(Y/n), you aren't feeling good! I'm taking you to the doctor!"

"Is it serious?" I asked the doctor. "No, don't worry in yours condition it's normal. I suggest you to be quiet. " I looked at him confused. "In my condition?" I asked hesitantly. "Didn't you know? You're pregnant. " My eyes went wide. "Pregnant?" "Yes, I prescribe you an echography, so we can see how it goes." "O-okay ..." I said, still in shock. What I was supposed to do now? How would I tell this to Kureto? And how would he react? It might have been better to tell him right away, I certainly could not continue trading in the army.

I went into his office and found only him. "Well, (Y/n). I think we need to talk. Starting from your behavior over the last few days, you should realize that someone like me doesn't need someone like you. " My brain took a second too long to record the information. No, it couldn't be serious. "Kureto I just want you to show me that I am important for you. I don't expect it always, only ... " "I can't be with someone who still has a romantic vision of life. I thought you were different. Enough is enough." I looked at him in shock. "Kureto." Tears came down my cheeks. "Begone, (Y/n)." For a moment, desperate, I desired to run away, but if I did I would never have said what I had just discovered. "I'm pregnant." I whispered and ran away, without waiting for an answer.

The next hours were hard for me, I kept telling me that I was wrong, I shouldn't get away like that. A part of me hoped that Kureto changed his mind, but I knew it would be difficult. I heard the front door opening and I was sitting on the couch, waiting for the verdict. The man who I still loved sat next to me. "Did you eat?" I shook my head. "It's not good. Now you need to look after the baby, too. I make dinner." I didn't know if it was a good or bad thing, but it was soon totally clear. Kureto told me that I would be dismissed from the army, he would take care of me and the baby because he could not abandon me.

And I, like an idiot, thought it was a good thing, that there was hope. But nothing was ever the same again. He took care of me and everything, but it was always cold and distant and I gave up at some point. I was carrying his child and it was his duty to take care of me. That was. No romance.
And finally it came the day of childbirth, it was long and hard, yet just before I started pushing Kureto entered the hall jabbering some excuse and giving me a kiss on my forehead. I was too busy with grief and at first I didn't realize. "Good, (Y/n), you're doing great." I was glad he had come to support me. A cry resounded in the room. "It's a girl." And they gave her to me. I was kidnapped by the beauty of that creature. "She's beautiful. And you were very good. I'm proud of you." Kureto smiled at me. "And now? Do you hate me because I gave birth to a baby girl?" "(Y/n) ... I ... I ask you to forgive me. I don't know what got into me. I'm sorry. Do you still love me?" I nodded. "How could you?" "I don't know." I answered through tears. "Here we go again. All together. I promise you I'll change." He took my hand in his and kissed it. "I love you, (Y/n)." "And then let's begin again." I said smiling.

9/04/2017