Will She or Will She not (On Hold)

Chapter 17

Ashley' s Pov

I don't know what Jackson was doing. But it feels so right yet what we are doing is wrong because I know he doesn't feel for me the way I feel for him. I don't want to be just a fling to him either. When it comes to Jackson I lose all self-control around him.

I've had past boyfriends but they never made me feel this way before. Just by Jackson touching me my hole body is on fire, my hands start to sweat, my heart starts pounding and I can't concentrate right. So just to say that you really can tell I am very well attracted to Jackson.

Currently my shirt has been torn to shreds and my shorts and panties are across the floor. That's all beacause of Jackson. His sweat sexy self. I trail my hands down starting at his neck going to his big and rock hard like chest ending at his deep and very visable v-line.

I think he know what I'm trying to do because that's When my clothes start coming off. He starts by kissing both my feet then going up my right thigh going to my inner thigh then stopping. I lift my head to see that he is just staring at me. Which gives me a confused look.

He continues but does the same thing again to my other thigh. And again he stops. This time I lift my head ready to go off on him when i are he has a devilish smirk on his face. Before i could say anything he licks my pussy.

"Shit Ash your pussy taste so good I could just eat you all day". That makes me blush a deep crimson color. Even though he can't see that I blushed I'm pretty sure he could tell. "omg Jack don't stop."

Then it dawned on me Ally is still here. With out having to say anything Jack answers my question. "Ash don't worry she is out with her girlfriends for a while so that means we have the whole house to outselves...Ok?"

The ok came out as more of a question than a statement. Ok Jack." With out warning he goes back to the task at hand. And omg does it feel good. If your man don't eat your pussy like this then he aint the one for you.

When he licks the lips of my pussy I arch my back letting him know that it feels good. He doesnt even stop. He sticks his whole things in and moves it around. Gosh words could not describe how I feel right now.

After Jackson is done eating me out down there, he wips his mouth off with the back of his hand and climbs on top of me and just stares. My forest green to his hazel but colored eyes. It feels as if we were staring at each other for centuries but it's only been 5 minutes. He leans down to kiss me. Not rough but soft yet it had the dominance kick to it. It felt good compared to the past kisses I've shared. Nothing could come close as to what Jackson is giving me right now.

I push him away to speak. "Jackson I know you don't do relationships but I really do like you. Yes I know that's it's too soon to confess your feelings for the opposite sex, but I can't help the feelings I have when I'm around you or when we are in the same room. Jackson just know that who ever you chose to settle down with they will be happy to have you as a husband." Man that took me a long time to say. And all in one breathe too.

I hope he heard the honesty and the hurt in my voice. Honesty because I am going to be happy that he has settled down with that special someone he will be happy and will make hi. happy too.

Hurt because there is a huge chance that that person is not me. There is a 50/50 chance it's me and a 50/50 chance it isn't.

I don't know what i would do it he didn't pick me to be the lucky one. We can't always get what we want.