Will She or Will She not (On Hold)

Chapter 19

Jackson's Pov

She didn't tell me right away what she was talking about. When she said "we" can help each other I'm hoping she does tell me if so, I wouldn't go out and tell everyone I know that wouldn't be right.

"Ash just tell me I won't judge beacause you didn't judge me so please tell me"..."Ok I will but it's kind of hard for me to talk about"..."Take you time I'm right here for you"

"My mom was a woman that had goals in life wanted her dream job. My mom and dad meet at the grocery store. They exchanged numbers and keep talking from there. He asked her out and she said yes.

3 years later my dad asked to marry my mom and she said yes because she was in love. Blinded love anyway but about a month after their marriage she got pregnant with me. When she found out she was happy excited and also scared because she didn't know how to take care of a baby.

She wanted to tell my dad. She thought he would be happy too but he was pissed. When she told him he took his stuff and left. So to say I haven't ever meet my father I only know the things that mom mention to me. And I'm wanting to find out who my father is but gave up.

I don't want to know who he is anymore so please don't try and help to find my father." What she told me was unbelievable. Who in their right mind would leave such a beautiful baby with her mom to fin for themselves.

Her mom was single. Probably had no help from any let I'm guessing. I wonder how she manage to live through it all. I'm assuming she is in college and her mom has a descent job too. Ugh why do men have to be such jerks.

Does that ring a bell Jack...
My mind always has to say some dumb as shit. Ash is so beautiful but doesn't seem like she could have a bad past. I feel like Ash needs more help than me. She grew up not knowing who the fuck her father is.

"Ashley no matter the relationship between us I'm here to help you out in anyway possible."..."Jackson you need the help more than me. Your mother used you and your father and left without a word. How could you help me when you are in need of the help?"...

She is right. But how can I help her while she tried to help me. There has for got to be a way for each of us to help the other person with their troubles.

Ashley is smart beautiful sexy as fuck and hot as hell. But I can't i just can't. I have to tell her. "Ashley I know its too sadly early for this but....... never mind let's just figure out a way to help each other out of our situations...

Sorry for not updating fast enough. Keep in mind my bf broke up with me, I'm a part-time student and a part-time employee too so yeah... There should be more updates coming very soon...

As I always say stay safe and keep reading love you....xoxoxox

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