Will She or Will She not (On Hold)

Chapter 6

Ok like I said before hand heated scene coming if you don't want to read stop now or skip this chapter until the end... ok let's get started with chapter 6...

Ashley's pov

I don't know what he is doing but it's feels right. Like nothing else in the world matters to me right now the man who is sitting right in front of me. And don't get me started about him in general.

His touch is like so soft and gentle. As I'm lost in his eyes I see he's leaning to kiss me.

Omg omg what is happening what am.i going to? Do i just walk away? Or tell him that I'm not interested? But that would be lying because I am interested in him. Uggh why does this have to be a hard decision? ok Ash just go with it. What's the worse that could happen?

Ok I'll go with it. I close the distance between us. And o- my- gosh his lips are so soft. And they got fit perfectly with mine. I could really kiss him all day long.

As time passes by he breaks the kiss. And rest his forehead against mine. And now we're breathing hard from the longest kiss I've ever had👌👌.

With out giving my a warning he kissed me again. This time with out breaking the kiss he lays me down on the couch but supports his weight with his forearm. God he so muscular.

I lose my train of thought. My body is moving on it's own. His left hand is moving up and down of my right side of my body and it gives me gooodbumps goosebumps😏😏. I love the way this feels. His right hand cups my left breasts through My shirt which is a thin one by the way.

As this goes on I think to myself... What would happen if we sid become a couple? would he cheat on me? would treat me right? would he still love when we grow old?

Before I could even finish thinking, Jackson is already staring at me which makes me blush😊😊. And all he does his chuckle. "Man he is so hot sexy fine and extra daddyish I would love to have him to myself"

"And your a beautiful woman who is always confident in her own skin i like that"... "omg was I thinking out loud again"... "yup you were and I'm glad cuz now I know what you think about me😘😘."

"S- so..." I ask

"So what"... "you don't regret what we just did"... ( need I remind you that we are still in the same position as before and his member Jr. is poking me right in my stomach)

"Well Miss Ashley there is something that you must know about me"    "And what is that"

"well you see I dont do relationships or the dating thing I just simply have flings with different woman"

And with that I pushed him off of me and left to my room with so much anger hurt and so many other emotions deep inside of me I just don't know what to do now.

I believe in happy endings weddings settling down with the right person for the rest of your life. Jackson comes to my room and trys to open the door so he just stands there and pounds it thinking that I might just open up.

"Ash what happened? what did I do? did I say something wrong?"... "Just go away Jackson I don't want to talk to you"... "come on Ash just let me in"... "no now go away"... "fine what ever you stubborn girl"...

And with that he left. Which I am glad for. After crying So much I gather my clothes to go take a shower. When i make my way to the bathroom and look in the mirror and see that I have been crying so much that my eyes are blood shot red.

God way am I even crying over him. we aren't even a couple. yea but you know that you like him. But it's ok to cry just let it out.

Yea your right. With that I'm mind I take the longest shower I have ever taken. After I get out I put on my black shorts and grey tank top and make my way downstairs for dinner.