It Shouldn't Be Me

Its Time to Go

Everyone started to pack to go to the next place on the map." So! Where to next?" I said excitedly. I was always up to go to a new place I've never been before." New Jersey! Let me guess, you've never been there before, have you?" Louis said in a teasing matter.

"Obviously I haven't. You should know why. It's the reason I stay with you guys." I said, bringing flash backs I didn't want back into my head. My parents hitting me treating me like some person other that their daughter. Telling me I was a mistake and a failure. That I was supposed to be a boy instead of a girl. So once I became friends with the boys, they took me in and made me feel the opposite of all that. They saved me. I was then brought back to reality when Harry was standing in front of me snapping his fingers and calling my name like I passed out and he was trying to wake me. I looked straight into his beautiful green eyes. "Oh, sorry, what was that?" I said in confusion but also distracted by his muscular chest showing through his shirt.

"I asked if you were ok? You seemed to drift off into some trance. And you looked lonely." He said with a smile but then it faded.

"Oh, yeah. I was just thinking about something. And I am pretty lonely sitting here by myself." I said with a little smile in the corner of my mouth.

"You look tired and it's a long way to our next stop. Why don't you-" Harry was caught off when Niall came over and sat next to me and interrupted Harry. I mean c'mon Niall! What if he was asking me to cuddle with him! There goes my chances." Why don't you take a nap in my bunk? And if you need company I'll lay with you." Niall said with a shyness in his eyes. I then got suspicious. But I didn't want to think of it." No I think I'll be just fine. I'm gonna go lay down." Walked over to the bunk and got into Niall's I always layer in Niall's so it's not weird so don't think anything is going to happen. I suddenly fell into a deep sleep and started to dream. The dream started as me walking around a big fancy arena with a gigantic stage. I was standing on the stage with a mic in front of me. It's always been my secret of singing. I went up to the mic and music started to play. I was the rhythm to 'Moments' and I started to sing. My voice going perfectly with the song. Then someone came behind me and held my waist. I felt little curls on my neck, so I turned around and kissed him thinking it was Harry. But it wasn't. It was Niall. I pulled away and he just stared at me with a kind if evil smirk." I never knew you felt that way Lexi." He said and it seemed he took me out with a black steam and I screamed. And suddenly woke up to someone shaking me. It was Liam." Hey are you ok?" He seemed worried. Then the other lads came one beside Liam." Yeah... You kinda started to sing... Then there was silence and you started to scream and sounded in pain." Niall said with worry in his eyes and face.

"We never new you could sing like that. It sounded, not like sleep singing but... A performance." Louis smiled in shock.

"Oh... Ummm... Wow, I. Well, it just a dirty little secret of mine." I faked a giggle.

"Could you sing for us?" Niall asked almost like a shy kid asking something he think would be embarrassing from his parents.

"I don't know... I-" I then just looked at them. They all seemed to look at me with puppy eyes." Ugh! Fine! You guys know what it does to me when you give me the eyes!" I said and they all laughed.

"That's why we do it!" Zayn laughed.

We went out into the little tour bus living room." What do you want me to sing?" I asked really scared to sing. Especially in front of Harry.

"Sing 'Half a Heart'. We know it's your favorite off the album." Harry suggested. I quickly nodded and began to sing. I wasn't good at Liam's part so I began at Zayn's." And being here without you, is like I'm waking up to! Only half a blue sky-" I sang gracefully not even thinking about what the boys would say and pretended to be on a stage performing. I then realized I had finished the chorus, and I was done. They stared at me in shock, then started to clap. I curtsied playfully and everyone laughed. I sat down and the boys started to tell me how amazing it was and I should be a rockstar, but they know I'm too scared. They were all stopped when Paul came in saying," ITS TIME TO GO!" And everyone started to exit the bus.