It Shouldn't Be Me

Happens So Quickly

"Wow, Harry. I, uh. I don't know what to say." I stuttered in complete shock.

"You don't have to say anything really. Just if you feel the way I do?" Harry seemed to speak in a question, but also a statement. The whole bus started to spin and little black dots blocked my vision. I then couldn't remember anything.

I woke up laying in someone's lap, cuddled to their chest. The person started to talk to someone." You know I love her, Harry! And you know she likes you."

"Well, I guess she's going to have to decide on who she really loves. You know she's going to pick me, Niall."

I was still confused. I then fluttered my eyes open, seeing I was in cuddled into Niall's arms. It felt almost like Bella did with Jacob in Twilight,'Eclipse', nice and warm. I think it was that one." Hey Lex! You ok?" Niall looked down at me with a worried but happy that I was finally a wake. I could only make out a sentence that I didn't want to say but it slipped," Your really warm." I closed my eyes and cuddled tighter and closer into Niall's chest. He seemed to except it and pulled me closer so I could hear the beating of his heart. It was in a normal pace but only the sound I heard on TV when someone was in love. It sounded exactly like that. I opened my eyes to see Niall starring at me."What? Did I do something wrong?" I said trying to figure out why he was starring at me.

"No, not at all. I just-" I cut him off by sitting up and kissing his cheek. His cheeks turned to a bright red. I let out a little giggle, when Harry then started to stare at me.

"Ok. Why are you guys staring at me?! What even happened?" I started to get a little angry. I can't remember anything and I'm looking for a good explanation.

"Well, you and I were on the bus and I we were talking then you passed out. Niall and the boys then came in layer you down and Niall insisted on you in his lap." Harry said almost sad.

"Didn't you ask me something? I can't really remember anything. I must of hot my head or something." I said.

"When you fell, Harry went to catch you but not in time so you hit your head on the wooden part of the sofa. And Harry did ask you something. Go on Harry! Ask her the question!" Louis said embarrassing Harry.

"Oh, I. I was wondering if you liked me?" Harry was turning pink and forming his cute dimple smile, that I always loved.

"And!" Liam was almost about to start cracking up, but holding it in.

"And, I was going to ask you on a date." I looked at him, with no expression, but then formed my "famous smile" on my face." I would love to go on a date you Harry. And... I do have feelings for you." My head was down still smiling. Liam, Louis, and Zayn all looked at Niall." I need to get up." I sat up off Niall and he went over and climbed into his bunk. I followed him with concern. He closed the curtain but I opened half way so I was face to face with him." Niall? What's wrong?" I know I knew the answer but I wanted to hear it from him.

"We kissed, Lexi. Didn't you feel a spark? I know you always had feelings fo-" I interrupted Niall when I noticed his eyes starting to water.

"I know I do still have feelings for him, but. When I fell and you caught me, I looked in yours eyes and saw something so amazing. Then you kissed me. It made everything between you and I even more amazing. Just right now, everything is happening so fast and I'm so confused." I felt rocks or guilt in the bottom of my stomach.

" I just need to warn you. Harry knows that I like you and some how he found out you like him. Harry is never like this, but he's only trying to make me jealous. You can't go on that date with him, Lexi, you just-" I stopped him by pressing my lips against his. Again I got that amazing spark like the fist time I kissed him." Niall, I promise you, I won't go on the date with Harry." He smiled at me with one more tear falling from his eyes. I wiped it away and he kissed me again.