It Shouldn't Be Me

Surprises

3 months later

It seems to me I haven't mentioned anything about hate and stuff from the fans. Well, I don't have a phone which makes me have no Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, and any other social site. Yeah I know, I suck. I don't even have an IPod for music! Yeah, so if have seen me kissing Niall or holding his hand, I don't know how they react. But it's better for me not to have those things anyway. Until, today.

Today, was when my suckish life became more social." Hey Lex! I got a surprise for you!" Niall always has a surprise for me, ever since I became his girlfriend.

"Niall, you don't have to-" he handed me a box with a purple bow and a picture of and IPhone 4S on it. I opened it just to make sure it was an IPhone."Oh My God Niall! Thanks Babe!" I sat up and quickly jumped into his arms for a hug. I let go and turned it on. On the screen was a picture of Niall doing a weird selfie. I opened it and went to photos. Holy cow! Over 100 selfies of Niall and the boys. I started laughing and Niall just sat down next to me and stared at me with a big smile. Then I went to the music,"Holy Crud, Niall! There's all my favorite songs on here! And-" I was cut off when I saw my own album."Niall, how did you get these?" I only kept my songs in my song journal, but I hid it, very well.

"Umm, I guess your really bad at hiding things, Lex." Ok maybe I'm not good at hiding things. I played one of my songs, Always." And how did you get my- wait a minute." I remembered when the boys and I were in the recording room playing around, and I went in the sound box and sang my song." You recorded me when I was in the sound box, the other day... Didn't you?"

"Haha. Pff. What?"I gave Niall my death glare.

"Ok fine I did! But just listen to the rest of the song!" Then came the part,' I will be there, I will stay there, and I hope I'm in your arms.' Then Niall's voice came through my phones tiny speaker. ' I hope your in my arms.' And are voices were in-sync saying the last part,'Always'. I felt tears stream down my face. I faced toward Niall and crashed my lips into his." Oh my god, Niall. That's the best thing anyone has ever done for me. Actually your only one that's done something for me." One more tear came down my face but it was no happy tear.

"Lex. Am I your first boyfriend?" Now I couldn't stand to look at him, tears coming down, burning my face.

"No. I...I, had a. Boyfriend. Named. Jake. And he was, terrible. To me. He beat me. And left marks. He was the son my parents wanted." I said through the hard rock and tears in my throat.

"Where did he hurt you?" Niall said strictly. I usually wear long sleeves, because of my bruises. How did I even get into this conversation?

"Just a little on my arms." I was wearing a tank top underneath so I took off my shirt.

"Lex, this isn't a little. Why didn't you tell me?"

"Cause it was the past! I didn't want to bring back the memories of the past. And it doesn't matter anymore." He was now holding my arm but I broke his grip and put my shirt back on.

"Ok. I'm sorry. Anyway, I have rules with this phone." I groaned and he looked at me." You can't have a twitter or anything social. I don't want you receiving hate."

"But, Niall! Can't I at least have an Instagram?"

"No buts! But, yes you can have an Instagram. Always keep in touch with me and the lads, ok?"

"Ok, babe. Don't worry, you'll keep me safe."

"I know, and no pulling surprises!"

"Well, why not? You always pull surprises with me."

*I know I never leave messages but I'll start now. I always try to update when I can. I hope your enjoying this!*