It Shouldn't Be Me

I Told You

"Holy Crud! The crowd is really loud! I can barely hear myself think!" I said maybe exaggerating a little too much. I couldn't find my way and was being left behind and started to get mobbed." Lexi!" I heard someone call my name, but I remembered, obviously, the Irish accent. Niall came running through the crowd trying to get to me. He finally reached me and grabbed my hand and pulled me towards his chest, in a protective way."Don't worry I got you. Just keep your head down and stay close to me." Niall was behind vet protective. He's never done this before. Last time I got mobbed another bodyguard had to come for me and Niall just kept on walking. Wait, but what about Harry?! Oh no. Now I'm in a complete twist of confusion! I guess you can say I like Niall? But, Harry. Niall's always there. But I want Harry. I then focused back on what was happening. It started to get warm but that was the heat from Niall's body close to mine or close to his, whatever you want to say. We finally made it through the crowd and I started breathing heavily." I need to sit down. I can't breathe." I then lost my balance and Niall caught me in his arms. Noses almost touching, eyes locked to each other. He came closer and closer to me, soon feeling his warm lips against mine. I got a shock from our lips and through out my body, feeling so good. I then pulled away realizing what had just happened." Sorry I-" Niall seemed to have lost his train of thought still staring into my eyes. He set me to my feet, and helped me walk back stage to the dressing room.

The boys got ready for a quick sound check before the show then had a warm up. Then the show began. The boys jumped around the stage have fun giving the crowd the feels and making them laugh. Then they started to play my favorite song,'Half a Heart'. Through the mic into the speakers Niall spoke," This song his to a girl that today sent a wonderful spark through my body and I love her." I looked out at Niall sitting in stage with my mouth dropped and eyes open in complete shock. He turned around and smiled at me. I made a smile across my face and looked down at my sparkly vans he gave me for my Birthday. All the things he did, all the memories I have with him. All this time he was in love with me, but he was too scared to tell me and I was too scared to think if he did. The song ended and he came back stage walking towards me." What are you doing?! Get back on stage!"

"Not unless you go on with me." He said grabbing my hand and looking down.

"Ok." He smiled and walked me out to the stage." This is Lexi everyone. She's a good friend of ours. And she has a dirty little secret that maybe-" I interrupted Niall and yanked his arm.

"If your thinking of making me sing, I'm not going to do it. I'm already frightened just standing here! Please don't make me!" Niall then did the one thing I could never resist. The puppy eyes. I tried to hold back but then I gave in." Fine! I hate it when you do the puppy eyes." Niall smiled so big he seemed like a little boy open ding a Christmas gift that he really wanted. So excited. Music started playing and it was nothing I've ever heard of. But, then realising it was the chords to my song I had written called,'Outer Space'. Somebody was sneaking around my stuff! I then began the short verse onto the chorus,"This war is betweeeen me and Outer Space. This war is getting Heaaaavvvvvyyyyy me and Outer Space." I started to sing the high parts and everything was going great. I forgot all about being scared and was enjoying everything! Then the song ended and the crowd roared. I said a thank you and went to leave the stage. No one went after me and that was maybe a good sign?

The show was over an hour later and the boys were sweating and breathing heavily. I looked at my bracelet and played with the charms. Wondering where I got it? Niall. He came over towards me and leaned over me." Can I help you?" I said teasing.

"Yes doctor I need a medication called,' I want a kiss from Lexi' and one called,'Hug me so I can gross you out'." Niall came towards me to kiss my lips but I stopped him. I looked back down at my bracelet and shook my head." Then can I at least have a hug?" Niall sounded disappointed. I think I was mad, but also I like Harry and now just because I kissed Niall he asks like he's my boyfriend." Sorry." That's all I say and go to the bus. Harry was in the bus alone seeming as if he was waiting for someone." Waiting for someone?" I asked.

"I told you."

"Told me what?"

"That you are an amazing singer! The crowd loved you Lexi!"

"Yeah but-"

"I have tell you something. And it's important."

"Oh, ok. Hit me."

"I- I- I-"

"C'mon Harry spit it out you can do it!"

"I've liked you for a while now and I was wondering if you felt the same?"

That was it. My head started to spin. But it stopped really quick. Niall or Harry. Wow. I can't believe this! Well now I can say it. Here is my other me inside speaking," I Told You."