I don't know what to think.
One second I'm happy, my laughter echoing in the air.
One minute I'm excited, waiting for him to come home.
One month I'm scared, not knowing what's in the future.
One year I'm quiet, all sound is gone.
All I hear is silence.
I hear silence instead of the sound of my mothers tears.
I hear silence instead of the sounds of my little sisters sobs.
And I hear silence instead of the last few beats of my fathers dying heart.
