Just because I'm laughing doesn't mean I thought it was funny.
Just because I smiled doesn't mean I'm happy.
Even though I know he's not just a dream, that doesn't mean I believe he could be real.
Just because I say his name doesn't mean each time it's said isn't like a stab to the heart.
I smile and laugh when he's included in one of our jokes or conversation.
But everything I'm that sentence hurt to do.
I will never truly be over what we had and I have accepted that, so now it will be easier to move on.
You were a great part of my life.
But all good things have to come to an end.
And what we had is buried deep within the depth..
Of a dream.
