Don't you realize how painful it is for me to be here. How painful it is for me to live.
Don't you realize how hard it is for me to move on. How hard it is to leave.
Don't you see how miserable I am. How miserable I feel inside.
Don't you see how broken I am. How broken my heart has become.
Didn't you know how dead I feel. How dead my souls become.
Don't you know how lonely I feel. How lonely my life has been.
Can you see the similarities between me and the darkness?
Why can't you see that behind that smiling face is a crying girl?
Is it so hard to look deeper and see the truth instead of a lie?
Can't you see the battle in my head?
Can't you see the battle scars on my soul?
No ones dared to look deeper.
And so no one will ever know.
I am sick of the constant crying.
I'm done with the fighting and the war.
And my soul is a lost cause.
So what's worth fighting for?