For the first time in forever I feel free.
And feeling free doesn't occur often in my life.
But I have finally let him go.
He was so important to me, and he always will be.
But I have let go of that desperation and hope of a renewal and freedom has enlightened me.
I let go of the bad times so easily.
And now I have said farewell to the good ones as well.
Dwelling on the past makes it impossible to revel in the idea of a future.
My sorrow and guilt and grief are now combined to create a never ending peace.
Thank you for making me realize my strength.
And for the first time,
I am free.
