I wanted it to be over.
I couldn't take it.
Why wouldn't life end?
Why couldn't I do it?
It took one slash and I was done!
But it was more than that.
As much as I wanted it to end,
Deep down I truly didn't.
I want to be a teacher.
I want to be a wife,
A mom.
If I die I will miss my daughters first day of school.
I will never get to teach the next Steve Jobs.
Dreams,
Gone.
As much as I wanted it to end,
I knew it was only the beginning.
