can i be forgive to all ive done to get here?
i want to be.
i can.
i believe it.
•••
i go gladly into my mothers embrace.
then, i feel her push me away.
i look up at her, confused.
"beatrice," she says softly," i love you. as much as i care for you, i care about fourtris more. because fourtris is love, fourtris is life."
"did you just combine mine & tobias' nam-"
"hush sweetie. not the time. anyway, as much as i miss you, you have a life to live. a happy one. i won't stand in the way. one day, we'll meet again."
i'm so confused. i thought i was about to die...?
"now. you must go back. don't worry, you'll only be bleeding to death on the floor for a couple more minutes though. thennn you'll get saved & live happily."
what the hell.
"alright, our time is over," she says seriously.
"um" i don't know what to say.
"also, honey. do me a favor?"
"yes? anything." i say curiously.
"tell tobias that he loOKS SO FUCKING HOT IN THOSE TIGHT V NECKS OKAY BYE ILY HAVE FUN TELL YOUR BABIES I LOVE THEM !"
then she leaves.
and then pain of the bullets in me come back. nothing's ever hurt me so much before.
eventually, everything goes black.
---1 year later---
"morning, tris," tobias says cheerfully.
"morning. what's up?"
"nothing, im just deciding what to wear. which one?" he holds up two shirts.
one is a dark blue plain shirt. the other is a black v neck.
i grin.
"the v neck," i say, smiling.
he puts on the shirt.
oh sweet jesus, my mother was not wrong.
i look up at the ceiling, & i smile widely.
"thanks, mom. you always know what's best," i whisper.
THE END
authors note:
HAHA THANKS FOR READING MY STORY !! i got very bored 😂
