Love, lies, and basketball

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daija's p.o.v

im still I cali with daylin. me and ron were chillin all yesterday, man I missed that. but it was cool, we went to the pool, shopping, went to the court, then the field, it wss perfect.

I went to visit another close friend in l.a, india. I miss her so muchhh. we have been talking but her dad never got a chance to come to chicago.

me:" indiaaaa"

dia:" dimplezzzzz"

me:" I missed you so much"

dia:" I missed you too"

dia:" so there's this party tonight, you want to go"

me:" me and ron were goi g to hang out"

dia:" aww so what are we going to do"

me :" shop thats the only thing you like " I said laughing

dia:" ok lets go" she said laughing

we came back from shopping late. I mean real late. she dropped me off at rons house and went to the party. Me and ron talked and played around. I looked at my phone and i saw a text.

*text convo*

Aug: hey im in l.a i want to talk

Me: why

Aug: can you stop being stop complicated please

Me: fine pick me up from daylins house

Aug: okay

*end of text convo*

Me:" ron i gotta go"

Ron:" okay love you"

Me:" love you too" i said kissing him

I hot my stuff and walked down the street to daylins house. And i put my stuff in the guess room and ran back outside and sat down on the porch. I saw august pull up in his comaro so i walked over to his car and hopped in.

Aug:" hey"

Me:" hey" " where are. We going"

Aug:" its a suprise"

Me:" whatever"

We pull up to a hotel and we walked around to the back and went on the emergency stairs and sat down.

Aug:" i think we should talk about everything"

Me:" what is there to talk about august, we fought we broke up"

Aug:" other than that, i havent gotten to know a lot about you"

Me: " no you are going first "

Aug :" okay ask me anything"

Me:" why did your mom kick you out the house"

Aug:" *sighs* after mel died i started making even worse decisions. Started rolling even more, fuckin more, drinking more. My moms aint like it. Especially when i told her it was my life i did what i wanted to do. "

Me:" damn"

Aug:" why you aint close with your pops"

Me:" where do i start. he left when i was 4 he had so much favoritism for daylin, derrick, and d'asia but he didnt care about me. as i got older i started to make bad decisions but only three people knew skylar, shane, and trey. "

Aug:"what kind of things"

Me:"rollin, drinkin"

Aug:" you? for real?"

Me:" yea , but i knew something was up when i felt like killing every nigga that ever hurt me"

Aug:" wow .. i wouldve never thought you would do that"

Me:" shit got real " i said laughing

Aug:" i love you"

Me:"i miss you"

Aug:"so can we get back together"

Me:" its not that easy august"

Aug:" i mean what i said about not bein able to live without you daija"

Me:" well if you couldnt, then why did you fight me"

Aug:" i dont know.. anger i guess"

Me:" what did i do to you"

Aug :" nothing , i was just mad"

Me: " see its shit like this that makes me not trust nobody august "

August:" i know ..."

Me:" no you dont" " you dont know how many times i had to stop myself from killin niggas that killed my family, friends . i can turn crazy in a hot second an trust me you dont want to be around when that happens august"

Aug:" look im sorry for everything"

Me:" before i get mad i just want to go home"

Aug:" okay lets go"

He took me back to daylin's house. Once i got inside i saw daylin's wife amiah laying down on the couch.

Me:" hey miah"

Miah:" oh hey daija, you know daylin was just looking for you"

Me:" did you tell him i was out "

Miah:" yea but he still out there"

Me:" okay ill text him later , but can i talk to you"

Miah:" yeah sure" she answered holdin her baby bump

Me:" august said he wanted to get back with me"

Miah:" well.. what did you say"

Me:" i told him im still trying to comprehend why we even fought. We opened up to each other an then he just asked me"

Miah:" you opened up to him and he did the same an you feel the same way you did when yall broke up, then theres nothing else to do but wait"

Me:" i guess you're right *sighs*"

I just sighed and closed my eyes trying to forget about everything and everyone. i truly missed august and i didnt want to go to college without telling him and forgiving him. But right now is not the best time, i kind of like ron too. I know i know ,i sound like a hoe right now but i really do like ron and august, but i gotta do whats right for me.