direct messages//victuri

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[Hola. Another Chapter for you
guys. Anyways. I'm beginning to make this story come along instead of it just being random chapters of whatever. So some chapters will be more "story like". Enjoy]

It's 6:43 AM, and Victor is awake. He lays in bed for a few minutes before he gets up and grabs his phone to, of course, DM Yuri. He opens Twitter and clicks on Yuri's message thread. He smiles but soon it's faded away by a river of tears.

"I'm tired of being confined to texting all the time." Victor says to himself in his dry cracked voice. All of my relationship have been long distance and they all failed. All of them. Now,I met someone I like and it feels like I'm pushing him away!

Victor's body fell limp as he slumped his head into his pillow and hugged it tightly. Here he stayed until his struggling cries turned into small whimpers of nose. Every single time Victor tried to get up and be productive, a negative thought flew into his mind.

"You're lonely, You'll always be
Alone. You're nothing
You're worthless"

Victor couldn't get up no matter how hard he tried. It didn't matter. He was always so depressed. But he never told anyone. He didn't have anyone to tell. All he had was himself and the silence was deadly.

YURI POV

Yuri looked on his phone and seen Victor hasn't texted him all day.
"It's 4:30 why hasn't he texted me yet?"
Yuri kept looking through the message thread and smiled.

"And to think I'd talk to Victor. Personally. It's almost like he's mine.

Yuri blushed and turns tomato red.
"What has gotta into me?" he murmured. Just because he talks to me and calls me inappropriate things doesn't mean he likes me.

[What if I love Victor?]

"Why isn't he texting me. He didn't tell me he had other plans!" Yuri getting anxious, grabs his phone and opens Twitter. He clicks on the message thread and is tempted to text first.
"I mean it's now or never" Yuri whispers

[VICTORS POV]

Victor is awaken by the vibration of his phone. Victor grabs his phone and looks at the blank, despaired look on his face.

[You're a failure]

Victor turns on his phone. And sees the Twitter notification is from Yuri.

Yuri: Hey Victor I just wanted to say hello.

Victor's face felt like crying over again after reading Yuri's text message. He opened his phone and replied.

Victor: Sorry. I do not want to talk to you right now. Just talk to your other friends or other people you know.

Yuri: oh.

Yuri: well if you didn't want to talk to me you should if just said that instead of saying they rest at the end. Sorry if I did something wrong. Sorry for messing something up.

Yuri: bye Victor. I guess I'll just talk to the other people I know :')

YURI POV

Yuri looked at Victor's messages in astonishment.

"W-What did I do wrong?" Tears started to form in Yuri's eyes. Why do I message up every thing good? I finally was able to talk to Victor and I - I just messed it all up.
Yuri turned over and looked at his picture of his deceased dog. He couldn't hold it in anymore.
"I HATE EVERYONE I HATE ME. WHY DO I MESS EVERYTHING UP." I don't understand myself.

Yuri had cried himself to sleep very early that day. He believes that it's his fault Victor is upset.

[What if I'm in love with Victor?]

VICTORS POV

Victor just stared at Yuri's reply. He suddenly felt the wave of guilt and regret. He couldn't take back what he said. And he knew that.

Victor: wait Yuri

Victor: no can I explain what I mean

Victor: I'm sorry I reacted to you like that.

Victor: Yuri please. I'm sorry

Victor: I had the worst day today. I was so sad and depressed I just held it in all day. And when someone talked to me, I guess I pushed them away. Please Yuri

Victor: I can't lose another person again.

Victor: yuri :(

Yuri: I understand.

Yuri: even if your reply made me cry and hate myself for a few minutes. I still understand.

Yuri: it happens to the best of us.

Victor: no I shouldn't of replied to you like that.

Victor: I understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore.

Yuri: Even if I didn't want to talk to you anymore. I couldn't just completely leave you.

Yuri: I think I need to keep an eye on you. Just to make sure you're safe.

Victor: you'd do that?

Victor: I should set up cameras so you can see me naked 24/7

Yuri: I'm really starting to consider my actions.

Victor: I actually feel better.

Victor: Just by talking to you.

Yuri: I feel accomplished. Anyways you're forgiven.

Victor: that easily?

Victor: I thought I'd have to do a favor or something;)

Yuri: no

Victor: smh fine

Yuri :)

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