For The Love of Derek Morgan

Chapter 9: Her Own Demon

Allie’s Side:

To say she was terrified was an understatement. But when Allie receives that call at midnight, when she heard his voice, she knew exactly who the killer was. It made her blood boil to think that he could do such horrendous things. When he told her the destination, her anger got the best of her and she left in a rush. But as she approached the campus, dread filled her and Allie knew she has no idea what to do.

The first thing that came to her mind was to call Agent Morgan, but then she hesitated. What if she pulls him into the danger as well? What if he ends up getting hurt? So many were hurt because of her… She can’t allow him to get hurt as well.

When Allie first saw him at the gas station, she was attracted to him at first sight. He was magnificent even under the horrible light the gas station provided.  He was so tall, probably towering over her who is only 5’2. He was wearing a tight white shirt and sinfully tight pair of pants that shows off his delectable chocolate body.

His voice was so soothing and deep. The first time she heard him spoke, if it wasn’t for the fact the she had a gun to her head, she would have swoon. When he spoke to her time and time again, Allie couldn’t help but feel herself falling into a river of rich chocolate.

His body was definitely the body of the god, so beautifully and strongly built it could be use as a male model for Art classes. She was reminded time and time again of how sturdy Morgan is every time he pulls her to him when he’s comforting her. After spending months alone in a big house with no true companion, she felt so safe and warm in his arms.

Think of all those things, she reach for the phone to call him. She needs to speak to him no last time before she faces the monster. She needs to hear his voice one more time.  She needed to say goodbye.

In the Psychology Building:

As she slowly walk toward the psychology room, Allie couldn’t help but realize what caused all of this. It all started because the professor had told everyone to find a partner that they have never worked with before to complete a task.

She saw this one guy sitting all by himself, looking completely lost so she decided to ask if he wanted to work together. He was overly excited. He gave her a bright smile and they both worked on the task making small talk through the whole time.

Coming out of the memory, Allie find herself coming to a full stop once she reached the room. Inside she couldn’t hear a sound till she heard a small whimper. Opening the door she saw Jaylee in the front of the room, tied up with a gun to her temple. 

Stand there was the monster himself, Justin Dell.

Walking toward them, Allie could only ask one question, “Why Justin?”

For a moment he did not answer her, they both stood there staring at each other. Allie can see how haunted he looks. He looked like his hasn’t eaten or showered in days. His eyes were no longer bright and excited. It was now hollow and empty, yet shows no sign of remorse. 

Again she repeated herself, “Why? Why would you do it?”

In a ragged voice, he replied, “I did it for you. I did it for us.” His lip turn upward into a twisted smile, a smile that made Allie’s skin crawl.

“No, you did it for yourself. There is no us, never were an ‘us’.” She angrily yelled.

“Is that what he told you? That agent that weaseled his way near you, where is he now? ” he asks taunting her and Allie can hear Jaylee whimper louder as he press the gun harder against her temple.

“This has nothing to do with him; he is here because of Amanda, Tracy, Denise, and Jordon was murdered. You killed them!” she yells as tear ran down her face.

“No, No! They were evil! They tried to get in my way when all I wanted to do was protect you! Don’t you see? I was protecting you!” Justin said stepping toward Allie, but she wasn’t afraid, she was too exhausted to feel fear. All she wanted was for all this to be over.

 “No, they had nothing to do with this. They were innocent people. And you killed them. Protect me? You say you’re only trying to protect me, but who is going to protect me from you?” she asks in a broken voice.

She felt him next to her the second she fell to the ground, Justin rushed to her side holding her in his arms. But it was all wrong; it felt so wrong that she wanted to pour boiling water on herself to get rid of his horrible touches. This was not how she felt when she was in Morgan’s arm. In his arm, she felt safe and warm. In Justin’s arm she felt disgusting and sick.

Then the door to the psychology room flew open and she saw Morgan’s team come storming in. Relief filled her but in a flash; Justin has her up and pressed against him with a gun pointing at them.

“Justin Dell, drop the gun and let them go.” Hotch said in a firm voice.

All Justin did was smirk. “How did you find out it was me?” Justin replied in a hollow voice.

“It was easy; we visited all her classes on the day we founded out that Allie were the connection we were looking for. You might not know this, but your psychology teacher is a license therapist and he told us that he notice the odd behavior you have been portraying.” Prentiss answered.

“We also spoke to your family and found sign of year long child abuse. You lost your parents at a young age due to a break-in and robbery. Your uncle and aunty took you in but they were drug users. Growing up, the abuse causes you to become antisocial and created problem that enable you to have any normal relationships.” Reid continued

“You think you know me so well base on that? Ha” he laughs as he slowly walk backward, pulling Allie with him.

“Trust me kid, we do this for a living. We know more things about you then you even realize about yourself.” Rossi said as he and the other easy closer to them.

“Stand back or I will shoot.” He warned as he pressed the gun to Allie’s temple.

“I thought you said you were going to protect her? This is not how you do it.” JJ said

“I would never hurt her! But you’re making me do this. You leave me no choice. Let us go and I won’t have to hurt her.” Justin said with his eyes widen open making him look border-line insane.

“Who will be the one to protect me from you?” Allie repeated what she said earlier in whispered and for a minute the room as silent.

Just then, they could hear the sounds of footsteps pounding from the floor below. It seems more people were coming. Allie took that to her advantage. There was a sense of déjà vu in her next action.

Allie used all her might to slam her foot down on his foot, taking Justin by surprise and in a quick second that he released her, she fell to the ground as five gun shoot could be heard before silence fell among the people in the room.

“Allie!” she hears him calling out to her before darkness took her. The one voice that filled her with warmth and relief

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A/N: Hello my lovely crime fighters, I am sad to say that our jourey in this story is almost over. However, I love every lovely comment that you wrote on this story. Please contiue to shower me with you lovely comment, its truely the highlight of my day.