Various One-Shots

Baby, I'm Mad | Allen Walker x Reader

Insp. by Mad Hatter by Melanie M. Weehee~
Also I'm almost done with this semester and I've lost so much sleep how am I functioning hahahahaah.... okay enough about that..
Enjoy~
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It was an describable feeling he was feeling. Every inch of his body was screaming at him, telling him he should be doing this or he should be doing that. Allen felt as if he was at his wit's end, his brain was a mess. A huge mess and he could not sort it out.

I'm peeling the skin off my face.

Allen felt as if he's living another face each day. He could not figure out who he was or what he was. Was he Allen Walker or some stranger using his face to charm others around him? Was he using this 'face' to charm you? He wasn't sure but he held onto the hope that it was 'Allen' the one supporting and giving you love.

The normals make me afraid,
The crazies make me sane.

How could he describe it? He was afraid. Afraid. Yes that's the word Allen could come up with in this moment. Everytime he was out on a mission, he felt this sinking feeling in his chest. It twists and turns around inside him. As if it's telling him the normal people, his comrades, should not be trusted and instead listen to those crazy voices of the enemy. But... would that mean that Allen should not be around you? Should that mean, he should afraid of you? He didn't want that.

No. He didn't.

Where is my prescription?
Doctor, doctor please listen.

Where was it? Where did Allen put them? Did he even had any painkillers for this throbbing pain in his head? He searched his room but no luck. Did he even visit the doctor? Did Komui-san give him any? He can't remember. He can't recall anything anymore.

My brain is scattered.
You can be Alice, I'll be the Mad Hatter.

Allen felt that he needed you. That was probably the drug he needed. But how could be tell you? Should he chase after you? Should Allen invite you to a tea party, using his charms and playing Mad Hatter for you? Allen admitted, he knew his brain wasn't normal anymore. Not with the voices in his head.

Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed.

Allen laughed to himself in the middle of his room. Little did he know, you were outside waiting for him. You listened in his conversations and could feel the madness coming onto you. What alarmed you the most was that Allen could not sense you on the other side of the door. What scared you the most, was that Allen could never be the same Allen you've always known.

So what if I'm crazy, the best people are.

Allen continued to laugh for another minute or so. He slowed down and sat on his bed with his hands holding his head. He bit his bottom lip and felt fear running through his mind.

"Would that mean we're both mad..? Ha ha ha.." Allen let out a dry laugh.