Bizzle, Rick And I (Justin Bieber)

A Turtore

"I love you,always remember that."

Yesterday was confusing. I don't know what is Rick trying to tell me. He loves me, I love him yet he did not even asked for commitment. I mean, I want us to be official. I JUST WANT HIM TO BE MINE ALREADY. I don't want to lose him. I don't want him to get out of my sight. If only he knew how much I am missing him this time :( I did not get enough sleep because I have so many questions on my mind. He said I have to wait for the right time. When?

*phone beeps*

(Message)

Rick:
Apple, I am sick today. I won't be able to go to school. I hope you understand. I love you, always.

WHAT? :( this will be the first day that I will not see him the whole day. Noooo. I am missing him so much and now I wont be able to see him?

(Message)

Me:
I will miss you. I love you too and GET WELL ASAP.

Delivered.✔

Ugh! Should I go to school today? Well I have no choice. I feel so weak because Rick wouldn't be there.

School:

Everyone's eyeing on me like the first day I entered this school. Some probably thinks Rick and I broke up. Even if we are not yet in a relationship, the whole campus assumes that we are. Tss, I'm used of everyone's eyes are on me since Rick entered my life or even when Bizzle ruined my life. Yes, I'm still glad Bizzle existence, because of him, I met Rick.

*bummmmpp*

Oh there's the clumsy me again.

"Sorry, sorry." I said to whoever-I-bumped-into because I wasn't even looking on the way. All I seem to think about is Rick. I want him here so bad.

"Apple are you okay?" I looked to see who was that person, it was Jaden Smith.

"Oh its you. I'm so sorry."

"Its okay, I'm more worried about you. Whats wrong? You seem unhappy."

Right :(

"I..I'm fine." Its better to say I'm fine that to say I'm not.

"Where's Rick?" That question made me feel sad even more.

"He is sick.." I'm holding my tears up.

"I guess that is the reason why you look so gloomy. Come on, smile. I'll be Rick's proxy for today." He winked, trying to make me feel better which is a little bit effective.

"Thank you Jaden but I got to go to our room now." I started to walk and left him.

"Apple!" Jaden shouted.

I looked back and asked him why.

"Our room is here." He pointed the room in front of him. I looked at the room--- he was right. Ugh. I face-palmed myself because of embarrassment. I am absentminded, I hate myself. I can't stop thinking of Rick, I can't stop missing him:(

"Don't be sad." Jaden rubbed my back. "You will still see him. He ain't dead yet."

I just gave him a sigh.

Now I know what my life would be without him. Losing him is a torture.

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"Hiiiiiiiii!" A very energetic greeting came from Hailey. She looks so beautiful as the day I saw her. She is wearing a velvet black crop top and a high-waist jeans. I love her buns, that adds cuteness to her look. She really is a fashionista.