Bizzle, Rick And I (Justin Bieber)

Epilogue: New Beginnings

It was a month since Rick died. He died but he's alive in my heart. The pain is still there though I can bear it. But the week after he died, I was worst. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't eat. I couldn't accept that he's gone. I was hopeless but Bizzle helped me alot. I always see Rick in him. I am slowly recovering. I know he would be happy to see me getting okay.

"Bizzle changed alot." I whispered to Rick's grave. "You must be very proud of your brother. He changed for the better. He always tell me that he's looking up to you and he's becoming a man like you. I really miss you, you know."

At a distance, I see Rick smiling and waving at me. I smiled back. I always see him every night before I sleep. He always give me that smile of encouragement. It's weird that his ghost appeared early this morning, slowly walking towards me. I am not afraid. I love it when he appears. I talk with him every night as if he's listening. I know he is. I know he's watching over me and guiding me.

"Do you like my new haircut?" Since when did his ghost speak to me? I was too mesmerized by his smile that I forgot how to speak. I snapped.

"B-bizzle?"

"Who else?"

"You cut your hair! Like Rick's!!" I was disappointed that it happens to be Bizzle and not Rick's ghost.

"Ya, because you always call me Rick so I become one." He joked. "Honestly, I'm tired of it."

"Yes."

"What yes?"

"YES I'M ANSWERING YOU."

"Is this for real?!!" I nodded and he jumped out of joy then kissed my lips.

"I can't believe this! Wait- did you answer me because I look like Rick now?" He gave me a suspicious look.

"No, I already planned to answer you today." But actually, I'm really trying my best to give Bizzle what he really deserves. I feel guilty to look at him like Rick. There are times where he speaks to me and I imagine it as if Rick is speaking to me and I often call him Rick instead of Bizzle.

"Why today?"

"It's the 6th and I know it's your favorite number. I didn't expect you will get your hair cut."

"It's cool. It's like your dating Bizzle who looks like Rick. Bizzle and Rick in one person." I laughed. He kissed me again.

"Stop, you're always kissing me. Just because you're my boyfriend now doesn't mean you could kiss me anytime you want."

"It's what it supposed to be. I could kiss you."

"But ask permission first!"

"Can I kiss you?"

"Yes." He gave me a smack on my lips.

"Can I kiss you again?"

I laughed and nodded. He gave me a 5 second romantic kiss.

"One more?"

"Stop." I giggled. "That's enough."

"Do you like my new look?"

"Yah I do. Give justice to that look, Rick was very gentle and-"

"Okay, enough comparison. I know he's better than me."

"I'm just kidding, I like it."

"Hey Rick! She answered me already, she's mine now and I will keep my promise brother!" He told to Rick's grave and he look at me and gave me that smile. That mesmerising smile I could not resist. I lean closer and gave him a very long kiss.

Today is the day I begin to love Bizzle and accept that Rick is gone. I will never forget him, he's always been my first love. Today starts my new chapter with Bizzle and I am excited for our future.

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Thank you so much guys for reading my book! The first book is finally finish but I'm going to edit this from the start to end before I publish the second book, it might take time but anyways, the next book would be Bizzle and I. Aaaand there will be a third book after 😋 I will update if I finish rewriting this whole book, thank you so much!