Bizzle, Rick And I (Justin Bieber)

Accident

This day is exactly a month without Rick. I feel okay but it still hurts whenever I see something that reminds me of Rick and almost everything reminds me of him...

We have an exam today and I haven't studied anything. I almost fail my tests, I used to be an outstanding student but Rick's absence affects me so much.

"Hey Apple!" I heard Jaden's voice and he was 2 meters away, he threw an apple at me.

"W-what is this?"

"An apple?"

"Yeah I know, for what?"

"I don't know, I just saw it in the market and it reminds me of you, so." It reminds him of me.

"Jaden? Can I ask you something?"

"Yeah, sure."

"What are the things that remind you of me? Besides an apple, of course."

He paused and think.

"Well umm, orange, cherry.."

"Besides all of the fruits." I interrupted.

He laughed and he think seriously and looked around. He pointed a kid crying outside the gate.

"That kid. It reminds me of you, or anything sad like black, grey, tears, a sad emoji." And he illustrated a sad face which made me laugh.

"What else?"

"This grass." He said while stepping on the grasses.

"Grass? Why?"

"It's because a grass is always stepped on, yet remain standing on the ground, stronger and greener. Just like you, you are a strong woman. People might bring you down but in the end of the day, you'll stand up and show them how indestructible you are."

"Wow. That's deep." I said and starts thinking about Rick. I wonder what reminds him of me. Jaden continued to mention the things that made him remember me and here I am imagining it like Rick is telling me.

"..a rose, a heart, crush." He continued.

"What?" I asked. The word 'crush' was said softly but hearable. I acted like I haven't heard it.

"I mean a plane crash". He said while scratching his head.

*bell rings*

Jaden and I went to our room together. He keeps talking about the things that reminds him of me.

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I haven't seen Hailey for a month, she disappeared with Rick. I wonder what happened to her. I missed her. I just realize she's gone 2 weeks after. Bizzle, Cameron and Nash aren't here too. They are the only people I know in this school. I heard Selena transferred to other university.

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[Recess Time]

We're at the canteen, eating shawarma , Jaden's treat.

*phone rings*

"Hello?" Jaden went so serious.

"What?! Okay, I'm coming." He hang up the phone and looked at me. "Sorry Apple, I got to go."

"What happened?"

"Bizzle got into a car accident. He is at the hospital."

"Can I come?" I asked and he nodded yes.

We hurriedly went to the hospital where Bizzle was confined.

"Can I ask the room of Jason Bieber please?" Jaden asked the nurse.

"Room 205 sir at the second floor."

When we were infront of the room 205, I dont know I just felt nervous, I dont know what will Bizzle react if he see me but all I know is that I'm concern and I care even if he's rude towards me.

Jaden opened the door without even knocking and we saw Cameron and Nash sitting near Bizzle. He looks so awful, he has bandage everywhere and his face got bruise.

"What the hell is that girl doing here?"

"Bizzle, please calm down. She is my friend too and she just wanted to see you."

"She is YOUR friend but who is she to me? Nothing." He looked at me hardly and said "Get out."

"Bizzle! I did nothing wrong to you, I just came here because I'm concern and yes, I know we are not that close and even if you are mean to me, I still care! I just came here to see if you are okay, why are you like this to me?!" I said anxiously.

"You came here to see if I'm okay? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW TO SEE ME LIKE THIS?!"

"I'm sorry if I made you mad for coming here to see you, I'm sorry." My tears run down and I get out of the room. His heart is made of stone. I feel sorry for him. Jaden ran towards me.

"Apple, I'm very sorry."

"No, its not your fault. I should not have come."

"I did not know he will react like this."

"It's okay Jaden. I understand and I expected him to act like that yet I insisted to come."

"Wait for me here, I will come back in 5 minutes."

"Okay."

He went back to the room while I'm waiting here outside. Poor Bizzle, he has trust issues and he only love a girl yet she broke his trust and made him colder. I hope she finds a girl who will make him a better person. I just feel sorry for him, I understand why he is like that towards people he doesn't really know.

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