Bizzle, Rick And I (Justin Bieber)

Guardian Angel

I heard him starting to hear him breathe deeply. He's asleep.

I looked at his face buried on my tummy. His temperature is still hot. I wonder if he can hear my heartbeat. It still beats abnormally.

However, I wanted to get off from him and I also want to stay. It's a good feeling but I know it's wrong to feel this way towards him.

I look at him like I look at Rick. It pinched my heart a bit. His name is like a pain that I need to avoid mentioning because it hurts me when I think of him.

I slowly touched his head, afraid that it will wake him up but it didn't. I brushed his hair softly.

I hummed a song. Do you know the song Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus? That's my favorite. I alway listen to it.

🎶When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace🎶

A tear fell from my eye. I miss him.

🎶And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I find deep inside me I can be the one🎶

I remembered Rick. I miss him so much.

🎶I will never let you fall
I stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you can send me to heaven🎶

I always wonder how he is. I thought I can move on but I realized I can't.

Bizzle moved and hug me tighter. Maybe he heard me sobbing? Or he doesn't like when I hum? I feel a little dizzy and I closed my eyes..

They say you cannot move forward if you allow the past to pull you back..

If I get to choose between the an old phone or a new phone, which one will I choose? My old phone has sentimental value, I have so many memories from it. On the other hand, the new cellphone is interesting. I wanted to try how it works. I wanted something new. But... if I choose the new one, I have to leave the old one. Or.. if I choose the old one, I don't need to get the new one. It's a hard choice..

I woke up from a dream. It was just a dream but what's the meaning behind it? I know I am awake but my eyes are still closed.

I felt something brushing my cheek. I opened my eyes and I saw Bizzle staring at me.

"You're awake."

I blinked a couple of times. As I remember he asked me to sit beside him.. and I lay down.. and he hugged me.

He hugged me.😳

I looked at him, his hands were on the side of his side while he's looking at me. He's not hugging me anymore. I wanted to stand up but I feel a lazy when I just woke up. It took me a minute to realize that my right arm is wrapped on his side.

"I'm sorry. I wasn't aware." As I sit up. I feel so dizzy. I feel like I'm getting a fever. I think I got this virus from Bizzle.

"I feel okay now. Thank you for everything, Apple."

"I think I'm sick." I whispered.

"What?" He touched my neck.

"You're heating up. Are you alright?" He stand up.