Bizzle, Rick And I (Justin Bieber)

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I'm on my way home and Rick is driving for me. He looks so serious. It's weird because he was happy then suddenly he looks not.

"Rick, do you have something to say?"

"H-ha? Um no, nothing."

"You are acting so weird these days. I don't really know what is wrong because if I ask you, you always say no, nothing or none. Come on Rick, what's wrong?"

"There is nothing wrong."

"Then tell me what you're thinking."

He stopped driving.

"What I'm thinking.." He sighed. "I'm thinking if you will still love me if something ever happen."

"Stop thinking like that! Of course I will never! I know you love me and I love you, that's all that matters and I know you would not do something that could hurt me...right?"

"A girl like you deserves all the love in this world. I'll be an asshole if I ever do that to you. I would let myself get hurt than hurt you." He took my hand and kissed it.

"Could you please act normal now? It bothers me so much."

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[Next day]

"Apple you've got a mail!" My father shouted. I jumped out of my bed when I heard my dad. It was my first time to get a mail from someone. Who would it be? I was running down the stairs but my dad is already waiting for me.

"Who is this from?"

"Check it."

Rick.

He mailed me? Is he serious?

"He could text me! That guy." I mumbled.

the front of the envelop says "please smile" and so I did. I opened it and his neat and clean handwriting amazed me. It says

"My dearest Apple,

Please don't be sad. I'll be gone for awhile without my phone with me. I hope you will always smile even if I'm not around. Make friends with good people and do not think about me, I'll be fine but I will always miss you. Wait for me, I will come back.

Love,
R

His messaged pinched my heart. He did not tell me where he is going and why. How can I be okay without him when I'm used when he's around? How can he tell me to make friends with other people when he is the only person I want to be with? He knows how impatient I am but how long will I wait for him??

Days, weeks and a month passed and he did not show up. No messages, no calls, nothing. Do you know how hard is it? He did not tell me where he'd go or when he will come. It seems like I am hoping and waiting for something unsure. How did I survived without Rick? Well.. I don't know if I can still survive when everyday without him slowly kills me..

The first 3 days was hard. It's so hard. I cried every night, skipped meals and did not go to school. I was so depressed. I am so broken. I am dying inside.

The fourth day, I decided to go to school but I can't focus. My brain is not functioning well. Everyone is worried about me but I ignored anyone who tried to ask me what's wrong. I just don't want to talk. Sometimes, I look at Bizzle's face since they look so alike and atleast, atleast I assume Rick is around but Bizzle made everything worse.. He always embarrass me in front of everybody.

Fifth day, I was late in class. All of the students are already in their classrooms, I decided not to attend my first class and go to Rick's favorite place in the school. I passed at the back of the buildings so that no one can see me but I saw two students making out at the back and I was shocked when I saw who the girl was.. Selena. She is making out with some other guy while she is in relationship with Bizzle. I went back but I stepped on a plastic bottle and it made a sound causing them to hear me. I saw the fear on Selena's face but I am more afraid of my situation.. She walked towards me.