Truffle Butter

Time

Ashanti's P.o.v

"I can't figure out what to do for our anniversary." I said  with a frown starting to set on my face.

"Hm. I mean you could always give him.. ya know." Kimmy said giving me a little wink, nudging me with her shoulder.

"I don't know if I'm ready for that." I was nervous about losing my virginity. Yes, it would make him happy but I was just scared. I wanted it to be with the right person.

"It's not as bad as you think it is." She said quietly. "How would you know?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. She looked away and played with the sheets on the mattress.

"No you did not!" I exclaimed jumping on her. She looked at me with a tiny smile and nodded. I shrieked with amazement and disbelief. "How was it?!?" I asked.

"A bit uncomfortable at first but it was nice." Kimmy explained.

"Did he use protection?" I cocked my head to the side wondering is he did or not.

"N-No." Kimmy said with tears brimming in her eyes.

"Wait- Kimmy, are you pregnant?" I questioned. A tear slipped from her eye. "I don't know Ashanti. I'm just so scared. I'm only 17! I can't be pregnant." She sobbed into her hands.

"Oh Kimmy." I hugged her tight and comforted her.

"It's going to be alright. How about we go to Brenda? I'm sure she'll know what to do." I suggested.

"Yeah, I think that's best." She wiped her tears with the back of her hand and sniffled.

We avoided making noise going through the boys hallway. Like always, one of the boys had to be up. "Love? Why are you crying?" Louis' voice flooded into the hallway.

"D-Daddy..?" I looked over at Kimmy and she nodded. "K-Kimmy and I think that she's pregnant." I stuttered.

He walked closer to the both of us and kissed Kimmy's forehead. "It'll be alright, Let's go take a test." He whispered soothingly to her.

"O-Okay." She let out a quiet sob.
"Ashanti go lay down with daddy. It's way too late for you to be up." Louis said sternly. "Yes daddy." I turned and opened the door to Harry's room.

I stripped from my shirt and leggings. I crawled on top of Harry and straddled him. I leaned down and started kissing his neck until I heard a soft groan. I smirked and kept sucking on the areas.

Harry was wide awake and fully aware of what I was doing. "Baby-" I cut him off by kissing him. I felt his hands travel from my sides, all the way down to my bum.

I started to move my area against him. Our areas just grinding together.

"Baby I can-" I took off my panties and my bra. I wanted him to do it so bad. I just wanted him.

"Daddy please." I moaned. "Baby just wait." He said biting his lip and looking over at the door. "Daddy, what are you waiting for?" I asked. His erection was pressed up against me.

"Baby let's wait." He said kissing down my stomach. "But daddy-" he cut me off with a stern look on his face. "I said wait."

"Okay daddy." I responded quietly. I let out a gasp when he reached my area. I pulled his head closer and he hummed lightly and squeezed on my thighs. 

"Oh my god." I moaned out. The door opened and Harry stoped. I started to whine.

"Want to taste her?" Daddy asked Louis with a chuckle. "Of course." He smiled. Louis took off his shirt and pants. He climbed into bed with us.

I touched his erection and Louis got to work.

After about twenty minutes we were talking about school. "How did you feel when people were calling you those names?" Harry asked.

Virgin
Nun
Goody goody
Bitch

snitch

nerd

All on a daily basis. I was sick of all of these names. "Please Harry." I whined.

"Answer my question first." He quietly demanded in my ear. "It made me feel upset. I wanted to give up on everything." I looked away from their eyes.

Louis opened my legs and Harry slowly slid in. I gasped at the uncomfortableness. It was horrible for the first couple of moments. Then the pain went away.

"How does that feel? Is it okay?" Harry asked with concern. "Yes please keep going" I thought about all the things that all those guys said to me. All those groups of people calling me those names. I'll show them that I am none of those.

I'm not a virgin.

I smiled at the thought. I actually love him. Pleasure and mixed emotions took over. I felt like I wanted to cry.  I didn't just want the sex to show people that I was none of those names. I wanted them to know that I was more than a girl with glasses and all A's. I was more than a girl that let multiple people push her around and abuse her verbally, mentally, and physically everyday for the last three years. Just because I was a good kid.

I couldn't do it anymore.

I wanted them to know that I can commit to someone. I wanted them to see that I could get someone to love me. Not just for the reason that I was an "attention seeker". They needed to see that I am just more than what they see. I will not be my sister. I will never be anything like my sister.

"Ashanti? Baby why are you crying." I was brought out of my thoughts by his voice. His movements and actions had stopped and he was cupping my face and wiping my tears.

"N-Nothing." I smiled lightly at him to make sure he wasn't worrying too much. Honestly, it really wasn't anything but me thinking about those cruel things. It wasn't anything but my fault. Everything was my fault.

"Can you please keep g-going?" I slightly begged with glazed eyes and a little quiver in my bottom lip. He nodded but still looked very concerned. I smiled up t him to make him feel a little bit better.

Honestly, I didn't feel like I was being used in any way. He made me feel so special. Harry and Louis. They both made me feel like a princess.

I smiled up at him and looked over at Louis. He smiled over at me and I motioned him to come over by me.

We shared a loving kissed. When we parted I smiled up at him. He smiled back at me with an adorable smile and kissed my forehead.

I knew I loved them. I loved them both dearly.

but,

I knew that my heart belonged to Harry.