FORBIDDEN PASSION(HAYLOR)

chapter seven

I wait outside for a few minutes before opening the door. Am not even sure why or maybe to prepare myself for what my Mom has in store for me after a month of being away from her.

I always feel like she's out to get me.

I finally open the door. The first thing I hear is her voice. Am surprised she's home this time,she's mostly out there with her friends gossiping.

I notice her coming down the staircase. She hugs me slightly for a few seconds. Am not even sure why cause she never hugs me at all.

"I know you must be tired and all but can you freshen up cause am about to head out,we can catch up later," she tells.

I walk to my room. Am surprised it still looks the same. Most times I find that my Mom has tempered with it but not this time.

Something Strange sure is going on. My Mom is acting all nice for starters, then I just found out she hasn't tempered with my room,whatever it is am sure it's temporarily.

I head to the bathroom to freshen up. I wrap myself in a towel then walk to my room. I find Selena on the bed.

Am glad to see her. I embrace her in a hug which is so long.

I walk into the closet, i quickly get dressed then head back to be with her.

"I miss you so much,you and Justin but mostly you. I was looking forward to being with you guys cause I thought you guys stay alone. But tell me how was your honeymoon?

I notice she stays quiet before she finally responds.

" It was okay."

"Okay?that's so not you. what's wrong did anything happen between you and Justin." No it's not Justin everything was okay with him. But?

But what Selena?

I saw him,he was there I actually think he was stalking me cause he kept sending me love notes and flowers. For a minute I thought it was Justin surprising me but when I asked him,he said no. It was him,it was Harry.

Wow what? You met Harry in Miami. Yes I did. I had to cut our honeymoon shot cause I saw him with Justin.

"Do you still love him?" No Taylor am just scared that he will tell Justin about my drug days and yes I never told him about that but I did tell him about dating Harry though not his name.

Don't worry about Harry, you are now home and far away from Miami.

"I know Taylor but tell me what's new with you?"

I kissed a guy,I wanted to tell you the same day I did but I didn't want to ruin your honeymoon but it was the best feeling ever.

"Oh my gosh,now I have three reasons to be happy about,my marriage, Mom and her new boyfriend,not that am happy she has replaced Dad but she's less Moody."

Mom has a boyfriend, who's the guy?I ask my sister.

It's none other than the famous John Mayer.

"Wow what?where did you get that?"

From Mom,her herself told me and they have been hanging out a lot lately like way too much. It would be stupid for one not to think they are together.

My sister goes on talking but what she's saying Is affecting me badly.

"What's wrong Taylor,your eyes are watery," she asks me.

I can't stand being here. I stand up and walk out of the room. In fact out of the house. Am not sure were am headed to but the usual I go to visit my Dad at the cemetery.

"Tell me Dad how can a selfish and manipulative woman who doesn't deserve to be alive always gets whatever she wants. I thought you always look out for me but why should my Mom always be happy?"I ask my Dad while crying.

My phone goes off,I check, it's my sister. I have to go home before she gets worried.

I cut the call then toss my phone in the back pocket of my jeans.

Before leaving I decide to visit John's wife.

"Hey there,I hope you're okay?what the hell did I just ask someone Dead if they are okay. Well I just wanted to check on You. Am not even sure why but just like you,I think it's weird that am here."

"No it's not weird,am actually glad you're here,plus I miss you."

I know it's john. Am not sure if I should turn around to face him.

But I finally do. You miss me? That's weird cause I actually thought you have good company for you to even miss me.

"What do you mean Taylor?"

I mean my Mom. Is that why you stopped seeking me out cause you're with my Mom. I actually thought you did mean it when you said you wanted to marry me cause you like me but I see you just wanted the first thing you saw walking on earth and you went and choose my Mom.

I notice he moves close and holds my hands. I still like you,in fact I think I like you way more. I couldn't stop thinking about you and the only reason stopped seeking you out is cause I thought I was pressuring you,that's why I thought I should give you some space. I have only been hanging out with your Mom cause I thought getting close to your Mom would help me be close to you cause she would convince you to be with me. I still want to be with you Taylor.

"I will marry you John," I tell him.

Are you sure you want to do this?

Yes I do,I want to marry you,I tell him.

He embraces me into a hug.

I miss you,I tell him.

I missed you too.