FORBIDDEN PASSION(HAYLOR)

chapter twenty four

I perfectly fit into my wedding dress even though it's simple,it's elegant. Even though John wanted us to marry yesterday. I think today is perfect.

I notice someone on my window. I go to see who it is.

It's Harry.

"What are you doing on my window?"

I want to talk to you,Taylor.

"About what exactly? Can't it wait after the wedding?"

No it can't wait,he tells me.

"And won't you at least let me in so we can talk. It won't take long, I swear."

I can't help but stare into his green eyes,I notice how sincere they are.

I open the window for him to get in.

"You're crazy, Harry."

Wait till you hear what I have to tell you then you will think am beyond crazy.

Tell me, I tell him feeling nervous,I don't know why but I always get nervous around him ever since our kiss that afternoon and the night he kissed me again.

"I can't stop thinking about you,your eyes or how your perfect lips taste on mine. I know you're going to marry my uncle but my body can't help it and all this am feeling. I want to kiss you right now and feel my hands on your soft skin and smell your scent. I have been going crazy Taylor."

Before I can say anything a knock interrupts me.

"Hide before someone sees you."

Where?

"I don't know  but no one can see you in here. Especially with me,what will your uncle think?"

I don't know but I don't care.

"Don't be synch Harry. Hide in the bathroom."

Am glad he quickly does that.

"Who is it?" I ask before opening the door.

It's Selena, can I come in.

Yes.

She walks in and starts looking around the room.

"What are you looking for?"

No nothing, I thought I heard you talking to someone and that's why you took forever to let me. Besides I heard another voice apart from yours.

"I was talking on the phone. But why exactly are you here cause I need to get dressed and go to the ceremony unless of course you want us to be late."

Why are you doing this,going through with the marriage and giving in school. I know you Taylor. You've never been the type to get married and stop school.

Am not stopping school,quite the opposite. Am going to start school soon after my honeymoon.

"Are you marrying him cause you love him or for his money?"

No she's not she's marrying him to avenge me for her father cause she knew how much l liked him and I still like him yet she went on and decided to marry him.

"Oh Mom stop it, stop being dramatic the both of you. This is not about you mom neither is it about his money. None of you have the right to question my relationship with John especially you two. Am not like you Mom and I will never be. Can you both leave me alone now and I know you went to pay John a visit. Just so you know I won't let you get a single cent or dollar from my husband. I know you so well Mom, you never do anything nice for free. So if you thought you agreeing to mine and John's wedding would change a thing. It won't at all."

Just look at yourself in the mirror while you say all that. You sound just like me. So bitter and selfish.

"Shut up mom,I won't let your words get to me,especially today."

Mom let's leave her alone, Selena tells her and am glad they both leave.

I sit on the dressing table not sure what to do next after the confrontations I just had with my family. I can't believe Selena questioned my intentions with John. Her of all people, I least expected that from her. If my own sister can do that what will the public eye and press think about all this.

"Don't tell me,you're about to cry cause then I will be forced to kiss your tears away."

This is not the time to be funny,besides you have to leave. I can only imagine what People will think if they see you here with me.

"Okay I won't push it but we have a pending conversation to talk about but I will let you be for now,though you owe me."

I watch him leave through the window he came from.

   Why exactly am I tolerating him way to much. Am suppose to be upset with him like I always have. I can't forget what he made me go through even though he says he wasn't with her that day. It's his fault she started doing drugs. He shouldn't expect us to friends out of no where.