It's Never Daisies

Find me

I am here again,
I have become so hopelessly lost;

I have learned that happiness cannot lie in the hands of another,

That you need to be all that you need because at the end of it all
you're really all you've got left,

Everybody is temporary
people will come and people will go as will that novelty of believing you need them.

They do not care and they never have;
They more than likely never will.

And so I am preaching.

Become all you want because the desire for another who will not try for you will tear you up inside;

Trust me.

Do not fool yourself into thinking you're content with the solitude, that you're okay with loneliness.

Why live with that struggle;
Why set yourself up time and time again to feel that same hurt that broke you.

Where is the pleasure in setting yourself up time and time again for heartache?

Let me know please because I'm really not feeling it.

I knew it then in the beginning that I was not enough yet in my own deluded mind I thought for some reason that'd change?

When in reality
I am just as worthless as ever.

I'm so very sorry.

-n|s