Before I slept
I looked back
On pictures from my past
And I told myself
"Yes everything isn't as great,
but you can handle this"
I'm strong enough
Only to dive into dreams
Of loss, of heartache
And of abandonment
I dreamt you left me
You promised not to do that
I needed you
I dreamt that they left too
They told me that
They would always be there
And I dreamt that he gave me back
To that vulture
Oh I hate her
It all just fell apart
Everything shattered
In a matter of minutes
She told me why you didn't want me
They told me I was too much
He told me he didn't need this
Even though it was all my mind
My own imagination
I still can't shake the feeling of dread
You are all on the brink
I know it
And so I am afraid now
I cannot lose you all
I am not able
I just want to sleep
And to wake happy in the morning
-n|s
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It's Never Daisies
Poetry12 | 11 | 16 -A collection of long poems I've written -Post as I write publishing schedule -All these poems are my own work -No general theme Thank you for your time and thank you to everybody who has helped and or inspired me along the way. -n|s
