Little nightmares from the past

Chapter 8:New secrets

Waking up I was still holding her. She looked so peaceful, so absolutely breathtaking. I guess I must have moved us so I could lay down sometime over the hours. Mira's body lay flat against mine. I could feel her breathing, here every soft snore. Everything I've wanted for so long, to just be next to her.

I rolled her off of me and on to her bed, and flipped over so I could still see her.
Even when sleeping she was so lovely.

~I'm such an idiot if only the guys new I actually felt like this I would here so much shit.~

Mira stirred and rolled around, settling down soon after.
I moved over and kissed her softly, before getting off and walking to the door.

"Neiko, don't go."

I stopped quickly turning toward her.

"What's wrong? I thought you would want me to go."
"No, please.. just, just stay with me." Mira said almost crying.

"I don't want to be alone. I don't even know why I'm here, or who the fuck any of the people are. Please Neiko, don't leave me." She begged me.

I walked back over to her and slipped my suit jacket off, and my shirt, finally my pants and rolled in next to her on the bed. Mira pulled her self closer, and wrapped around me. Slowly she relaxed next to me, as I drew circles on her back with my fingers. Her breathing slowed and soon enough she was back asleep.

It Is indescribable how she makes me feel. Yet she has no idea how much I truly want her. I just want every part of her to be mine. She is mine and soon she will realize.
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*Miras PVO*

Slowly my eyes drifted open. And I turned to look at the clock, 3 o'clock am  it read. I rolled back over to feel Neikos warm sleeping body next to me. I had completely forgotten I even asked him to stay with me.

I hate sleeping alone, I hate being alone especially at night in creepy houses full of men I've never met. So yeah having him stay with me didn't sound like a bad idea, and considering how cold I am I'm also glad I told him to stay. He was like a heater. I moved my self closer to his side and looked up at him. His eyes were shut tightly and he just looked.., almost peaceful.

Moonlight shown in through the window, making the room a little brighter. Making it easier to see his tattoos that covered him. Ones I had never seen before, ones I didn't even know he had. Carefully I placed my had on one and traced it with a finger, just wondering why he chose these tattoos, what did they mean to him. Slowly I looked up at him, still his eyes were shut. Not at all affected by me tracing his tattoos over and over. Carefully I moved closer to his face, trying not to waking him. I placed a soft light kiss onto his lips and pulled away. Quickly a hand pushed me back down to him. Neikos lips locked onto mine. He slipped his tongue inside my mouth and swirled it with mine. Moving in sync with my lips he pushed me harder onto him.

Slowly he slowed down, finally stopping. He looked at me so innocently, like nothing at all had happened.

"Little Annamira soon you'll see you were always supposed to be mine."  He said winking at me.

"What do you mean Neikolas." Honestly he confused me with just about everything he said.

"Nothing princess, just lay back down and sleep with me. There is much to talk about tomorrow. Please just get some rest Mira."

"You can't just kiss me like that and go back to bed."

"Please, we can talk about everything tomorrow. Okay, what ever you want. But now you have so sleep."

"Fine. Whatever Neiko."

I laid back on his chest and wrapped my arm around him. He quickly did the same.