" no babe , I - " I start saying before she cuts me off again ." No daniel . If you want her then you can have her . " riley says as she walks away and slams my front door . I didn't mean for her to take it as me using her while I didn't have riley . It's just that all I could think about was being with riley again . now I lost JORDYN too . I went to my bathroom and sat on the floor for hours . Crying . I look over to see the blade . I pick it up and stare at it . I wanted to cut so bad . I was craving it . But I had already been 2 weeks clean . now I'm zero . I clean up the blood off my arm and go lay in bed . It felt so good cutting again but i shouldn't have done it . I get up and take off my shirt since it was really hot in the house and slowly fall asleep . " DANIEL WHAT DID YOU DO " I hear as I wake up to my mom shaking me and holding my wrist . " MOM ! " I scream as I push my arm off hers . " DANIEL WHY DID YOU - " my mom begins as I cut her off . " mom leave me alone " I say calmly but she's still freaking out. She didn't even know what to do . To me it's not a big deal , i do it all the time . But she didn't know. " DANIEL WHY DID YOU DO THIS ?! " she screams grabbing her phone . " mom stop, don't call the ambulance, I'm fine. " she looks at me and stares at my wrist . I pull away my arm and cover the cuts " stop looking mom" I say looking at her . " why - why are there so many? " she says curiously . " it's not my first time doing this , but let's drop it now mom " I say as I lay back down and she cuddles up next to me .
{ the next day at school }
I wake up , get ready , eat and head off to school . But i really didn't want to be there , all the drama , and I don't want to see riley or jordyn . I decided to just go to the park instead . I'm sitting here just thinking . About everything . " thanks have a nice day " I say putting away my fake ID and walking out with a 6 pack of beer . I walk back to the park from then gas station and start drinking to numb the feeling . I shouldn't be doing this but i don't care about anything anymore . Barley a half hour later i hear sirens . " turn around " ....
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Fanfiction" come here bad boy " she says as she grabs my arm and drags me into a room inside the house . She pushes me back against the bed as she smashes her lips into mine turning into a make out session .She kisses me all over my neck leaving dark marks th...
