CHEATER

chapter 54

i just stare at it , gosh how long I've been clean . I place it on my skin , stare at it a little longer ,

and stop . i get up and run out of the bathroom , i have to distract myself . i', not gonna cut because a fucking girl kissed me , Jordyn will understand . i can't worry about this . I text Jordyn , ' come over now . please . hurry . '

before i knew it , my baby girl was here . " Daniel , why are you crying . " She says as she pulls me into her arms . She gets up to grab some tissue to wipe my tears in the bathroom . She sees the blade , " DANIEL WHAT WERE YOU DOING ? " she exclaims as she pulls up my sleeves to see if i cut . " nothing ... yet . please stay here , " She nods her head and squeezes me even tighter . I fall asleep laying on her lap , She was rubbing my head when i woke up .

" babe , you okay ? " she asks .

" no . " i look into her eyes . " Jordyn kissed me . "

She looked disappointed but not surprised . ' i knew this would happen ' She whispers to herself , but i heard .

" babe no , i - " i begin before i was cut off .

" Daniel , i don't want to hear your excuses . I knew you would fall for her , that's what always happens . We fall for our best friends . "

" What are you trying to say ? "

" Daniel , I had sex with Dylan ( her ' best friend ' ) "

I sit up , " Jordyn .. i - , i didn't sleep with her , this is different . i didn't like her in that kind of way! she kissed me ! i pushed her away . i can't believe you would do that . "

" oh baby . " She says as she begins to run her fingers threw my hair , i lean in and kiss her , trailing down to her neck , leaving a few marks . I then pull away . " That's the last you'll be getting of me . " i whisper in her ear . tears stream down her eyes . " Daniel no " she says as she pulls my arm back while i try to get up . " Jordyn , i can't stay with you . I'm done getting cheated on by every girl i date , I'm loyal , i don't deserve this : ( ..........