M.shadows daughter

10

I woke up around six am (Sixx am, sorry) and had a shower. Actually remembering clothes this time. for some reason, I felt like wearing blue today, so I dressed in an oversized blue jumper blue skinny jeans and white converse with a heart necklace, my mum's heart necklace that my biological father gave her. she wore it every day and smiled every time she saw it. I wanted  to get to know my dad before I gave away too much information i.e. my taste in music (is your face) and actual personality. I put on a natural makeup. normally I didn't need to put makeup on because my skin was naturally 'perfect' but since mum died I have been getting dark circles from crying and lack of sleep. I grabbed my phone off charge and checked to see if I had any messages. Nope none, then again it was pretty early.

soon Rosas alarm went off and she was up and getting ready. I put my hair in a ponytail because it was pissing me off being in my face. when rosa was dressed we walked downstairs to get breakfast. we walked to the kitchen and got our food. me being the fat fuck I am grabbed a slice of pizza whereas rosa made yoghurt with fruit. like who the fuck has time in the morning to be healthy when there is leftover pizza right there waiting to be eaten. she sat down across from me taking the smallest bites possible out of her food and I'm sitting here putting a whole slice of pizza in my mouth. ok, not literally but you get what I mean. I scrolled through Instagram to see if there was anything good but no. why is it always when I'm busy or asleep something interesting happens.

after a while rosa finished and we sat talking for a while. " what do you think he will be like?" she asked me. I shrugged "I don't care as long as he is not like my stepfather" I replied looking at her. she nodded and made a noise to signify that she understood. her mum left about an hour ago to go see her sister in law and make sure she's ok. I walked to the living room nerves started to kick in. what if he hates me? what if he is like Kian? oh God! I didn't have much time to think as the doorbell had rung. I silently prayed it was a salesperson who wanted to sell us some crappy invention they had made or a person collecting scrap metal. but nope just my luck I heard rosa open the door and someone say "is blake here?" " yep she's in the living room" I heard Rosas soft voice reply. three men walked into the living room with rosa and her mum close behind. I'm guessing she is done with her sister in law. "lovely to see you again blake" one of the officers said. I smiled at them " this is your biological father, matt" he said . when I looked at my dad I realise it was M.shadows from Avenged Sevenfold. I smiled at him slightly and tried to hide the fact that I knew who he was. luckily it was hard for people to read me so I got away with it. "hi" he said sounding just as nervous as me. I guess this was a big day for him, finding his daughter and all. "hey" I replied. "so matt has signed all the papers and stuff so we will be on our way... lovely meeting you" he shook our hands. the other officer did the same and they both made their way out of the house. great, I was left alone with matt. I knew rosa and her mum were listening from the kitchen. "so... do you want to go do something?" matt asked. "sure" I smiled. " let me grab my bag and tell them I'm leaving" I said. he nodded and I stood up and went to Rosas room, i grabbed my back pack and made my way to the kitchen to collect my phone. " i guess you already know that im going out" i said to them as i grabbed my phone. they both nodded and smiled. i laughed at them and walked back to matt