M.shadows daughter

12

I woke up to the sound of Rosas alarm. I turned to say good morning to her but she was already out of bed and getting ready for the school day. "aren't you gonna shower?" I asked her. she shook her head " I showered last night before you got back" she replied. I simply nodded and got out of bed, shivering as soon as my body hit the cold November air. I went to the bathroom for a shower. when I arrived I put the shower to the correct temperature, took off my clothes and got in. I only wanted a quick shower today so I started to wash my body straight away. I picked up Rosas shower gel and smelled it. I cringed at the floral, girly scent it gave off. However, I still used it because I needed it. As soon as I finished I washed my hair and got out. I wrapped a fluffy, white towel around my body and headed back to Rosas room. she was already dressed and going through some homework making sure it was correct. like who has time for that? as soon as I get it done it goes in my bag and doesn't come out until my teacher asks for it. I don't care if it's wrong, at least its there and I don't get detention. I sat down at her makeup table and started to dry my hair with her hairdryer. Once it was done I started to curl it. after what seemed to take forever, I was done curling it and brushed the curls out to make it wavy. when I was done I started to get dressed. I put on fresh underwear obviously, a t-shirt that says: I'm not lazy. I'm on energy saving mode, black ripped skinny jeans, black converse, MCR bracelets, my Deadpool bracelets onyx bought me for my birthday and I put a new phone case on my phone that says: I'm sarcastic because punching people is frowned upon. all the stuff I have been wearing is stuff I left here from previous times I came around and random things I find in my backpack. when I'm done we head to the kitchen for breakfast. I picked the healthiest breakfast of all a doughnut and Rosa made herself cereal.

when Rosas mum woke up it was time for rosa to leave for school and me to go sort my things out. we say goodbye and start walking together. "Goodluck today" she says to me. "thanks" I reply. nerves were now getting the better of me and I couldn't function. eventually, we went our separate ways and I walked up to my front door. I grab the spare key from under the doormat and slowly unlock the door. I take a deep breath and carefully push the door open. As soon as I step into the house I take a look around. tears come to my eyes as I look at the dormant house. I take a shaky breath and continue up the stairs and head straight towards my room. I look up at the large brown door in front of me and turn the handle. I walk into my room and look around. It was just how I left it. Unmade bed, clothes everywhere. I grabbed two suitcases from under my bed and started to pack my clothes. I put my laptop in the middle of my clothes so it doesn't break. all my clothes fit into one large suitcase so I packed my essentials and wires for things. once I have filled that suitcase I grabbed some cardboard boxes from under the stairs and packed everything else. I then walked into my mum's room to grab some things I needed from in there. I made sure to grab our memory box that we made when I was little. Mum always made sure to add items and photos to it. The things in the boxes will be there in a couple days because they were being shipped to matts. I made sure to grab the most important item of all. my guitar/bass case. My mum was a designer and she made a case that would carry my acoustic guitar and bass and my electric guitar and bass. It was pretty cool. I made sure my baby was in there it was my fender. I love Xavier so much. when i was done i took everything to the appropriate places and headed to Rosas.

when I got back all my friends were there waiting for me to say goodbye. I was leaving soon to catch the plane 'home'. we spent the last couple of hours together laughing like old times and reciting lyrics and words to songs, adverts and tv shows we know. we shared memories before it was time for me to go.

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YOU GUYS DONT REALISE HOW HARD IT IS NOT TO BREAK INTOSONG WHILE WRITING THIS. EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF SONG LYRICS

Anyway stay safe fren xx