M.shadows daughter

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the bell went, signalling that it was the end of the day and time to go home. Cody and I walked to the car park, chatting away like old friends. "there's my dad. I'll see you later" I told him. "see ya. I'll probably text you later" he said. "ok" we hugged and I got into the car to see my dad glaring at Cody and brian smirking at me. "what?" I asked. "who was that?" dad asked me. hold on why am I calling him dad? oh well. " my friend" I replied. "boyfriend?" he quizzed. "I met him today so no" I replied. "ok" he said in an unsure tone. brian just laughed at us. The ride home was silent. The soft hum of the engine was the only thing making a noise. I felt my phone vibrate. wow, I haven't gone on it all day. Normally in England, I was on it all day every day. I pulled it out of my bag and saw that dan had sent me a text. I opened it. ' hey I'm really glad that I met you today and I think I can say this for everybody, you are our new best friend.' I smiled. ' hey, I'm glad I met you too. you guys are my best friends as well.' I sent back. I thought for a moment. Are my 'friend's' in England really my friends. I mean, they won't reply to me, they ignore me completely. My own boyfriend hasn't spoken to me since I left. should I call it off with him.

A few weeks ago I would have never doubted that I loved him but now, I'm not sure. It feels like a burden now.

we pull into the driveway and I go straight into the house. "hey" I said and hugged Val. "hi, how was your first day?" she asked. "great" I told her. She smiled "that's wonderful... everyone is coming round for dinner tonight" "Ok let me go rest then and I will be down in a bit" I told her. "that's fine sweetie". I smiled and ran up the stairs. I am breaking up with max, I can't deal with a relationship right now. I mean I just lost my mum. I act like its no big deal but inside it's killing me. He wasn't a great boyfriend either. He never paid attention to me, he cheated like 20 times and I still took him back like a fool. His needs were always way more important than anyone else's. I called him. "what" he answered. ok then. "we need to break up" I told him. "whatever," he said then hung up. well ok... It took a weight off of my shoulders. It honestly did. I smiled and sat down. I feel so much better now. I deleted my 'friend's' off of my phone. I won't need them ever again now. Now my only contacts were the avenged family and my actual friends. They don't know who my parents are yet and I'm glad.It'snot that I don't love them, it's just because I wanted to make friend's on my own. I'm not calling them shallow but there are people in that school who would use me to get to my family.

"blake, dinner" Val shouted. I ran downstairs and sat at the table in between Val and Johnny. " so how was school blake?" Zacky asked me. "great" I replied eating some more chicken. Val made chicken and rice. It was really good. "really?" he asked. I nodded. I couldn't help but smile at the thought of today. It seemed like it was going to be hell with cassy and all but it turned out amazing. "I know that smile" lacey said. "yeah that's the 'I met a boy' smile" Michelle said. "she did meet a boy" brian smirked. I glared at him and so did my dad. the girls squealed while the guys including brian and my dad gritted their teeth. "He better not hurt you" the guys all said at the same time. "I met him this morning" I told them. "so... love works in mysterious ways" Leanne said

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