M.shadows daughter

18

well, that failed, I thought. I tried to get some sleep but apparently, that's not allowed. just like school. Val brought up the bag with my stuff in. she forced me to buy things. well, actually she bought them for me when I refused to let her buy me things. ugh. after that jimmy ran upstairs and jumped on my bed until I got up and talked to him. he then carried me downstairs because I wouldn't go down. I'm now sitting between jimmy and brian and hating every second of it. most people would love to be crushed by two members of avenged sevenfold but not me. jimmy would not stop moving around and brian could not stop laughing. thankfully none of them tried to talk to me because honestly, I don't feel like talking right now. I pulled out by phone and scrolled through Instagram. nothing new really. same old things. girls putting up some black and white selfie with a caption like: wish I could believe you will never wrong me. like fuck of your 15 the chances of your relationship lasting longer than a month is slim to none. soon you'll be on to the next one. or the dog filter that for some reason people are still obsessed with. I liked a couple of my friends' post's and decided to see if I had any work from school that could possibly get myself out of this room. I opened up an email from my art teacher. it was only my art grade. I got an A* again. it's not unusual. I get them in art, music, pe and English. I opened up another that said biology. Great. I suck in biology. It was a sheet I had to do. I tried to stand up when brian grabbed my arm and asked where I was going. "to do school work" I told him. " that's not important now sit down" he replied. ugh. he pulled me back down. I opened my phone once again and did anything I could to avoid conversation. I'm not what people call a social person. I mean what even is this thing people call a social life? I'm so fucking tired. why do I have to be downstairs when I could be fast asleep? I text rosa and got a reply instantly. ' hey, what's up?' she asked. 'I'm so bored and being forced to be social' I replied. wait why is rosa up. normally she is asleep before 10 pm. 'why are you up?' I sent. ' maths homework' she sent back. oh, my maths teacher is actually satan. she gives us one piece of homework every day. the worst part is they are due for the same day so we can't eat lunch until we have done her homework and handed it in. 'oh' I replied. "blake can you come help me in the kitchen?" Val asked me. "sure" I said and followed her to the kitchen.

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hey, guys, I'm sorry updates are slow. here is my excuse. I take a language for GCSE and it's really stressful. I have so much controlled assessment work to do and so many exam papers to find out which paper I'm doing in the summer. I also take child dvelopment and home ec so I have a lot of coursework to fnish before the end of next month.

anyway dont forget to comment and vote if you like this.stay safe fren xx