Scared and Regretful | Graylu

Jealousy

A couple days later~

Lucy's POV

After Gray rejected me, he and Juvia have been going out a lot together. More like Juvia has been stalking him more and Lisanna has been watching my every move.

Whenever I was near Gray, I noticed Juvia would flirt with Gray but he would be unresponsive. She couldn't even get Gray to look at her. Now if it were me, who knows what that could've led to.

Lisanna would always watch and listen to conversations I had with Natsu and it was really uncomfortable. She hadn't forgiven me yet for what I did to her although I tried to apologize multiple times.

But today, Lisanna and Juvia were on high alert. Every movement I did, they would gossip about it. They would even jolt down notes. I felt like I was an outcast but Erza was there to talk to me.

Erza had taken the news surprisingly well at first but lately she's been giving me love advice and helping me get through my crisis. It was honestly weird to be receiving love advice from a person like Erza but I shrugged off the thought.

I was talking to Cana, minding my own business, when I caught a glimpse of Juvia leaning towards Gray. I stared at the corner of the bar where they were hidden. Their lips touched and Gray stood there, eyes wide open in shock.

'Why didn't he push her away?'

I felt a foreign feeling bubble in the pit of my stomach. I couldn't believe Juvia did that in front my face. She was going too far. I know Gray wasn't mine but couldn't she at least do that in privacy. No, this was the last stroke.

"Lucy?" I heard Cana say causing me turn my attention back to her.

"I gotta talk to you later. Something just came up." I replied, getting off my stool quickly.

I rushed over by Gray and Juvia and grabbed Gray's arm, pulling him away from Juvia's lips. I glared at her as she wickedly smirked at me. I dragged Gray into one of the rooms in the guild and locked the door. 

"Why are you letting Juvia kiss you like that? Especially out in the open? Have you two any decency at all?" I scolded. 

"It's none of your business, anyway." He bit back.

"Well for your information, it is my business. I have to keep an eye on that inflated bitch every second to make sure she doesn't rape you and you know well enough she's trying to hurt me." I fumed as I took a step forward.

"First things first, you and I were never together. Secondly, I would never let a girl rape me." He sounded insulted as he took a step forward.

"Well, I know that crazy bitch would. She has a lurking side hoe on my tail." I said referring to Lisanna.

I stepped closer to him, closing the gap between us.

"It's not my fault that you 'slept' with her crush." He said.

I glared at him and forcefully kissed him. I bit his lip, pushing my tongue in his mouth, exploring his cavern. He pushed me away mid-kiss. His push was neither hard or soft.

"Why are you doing this? Aren't you with Natsu?" He asked panting.

"Who says I want to be with him just because I am pregnant with his baby? I'd prefer to be with the man I like." I suddenly confessed. 

"B-But you can't be with me. You're having a child with Natsu."

"So what? I want my own happiness." I argued back.

"Think about the baby's happiness not yours. You're just being selfish. Think about it's future." He advised sternly causing me to look at my stomach.

"Besides, you and I could never be together. I... like someone else." He muttered the last part but I still heard it.

He walked past me and exited the room.

I dropped to my knees in shock.

'Had Gray just rejected me? After I confessed my feelings? Was I really being selfish? I did betray my friend and called her horrible names just now. I really am a backstabbing bitch.' I thought as my vision got blurry and I succumbed to the darkness.

Meanwhile with Lisanna~

"Why wouldn't you look at me the way you look at Lucy!?" I yelled frustratingly as I decided to confront Natsu about my feelings. "Am I not good enough? What does Lucy have that I don't?" I continued.

"S-She has my h-heart and I can't change that. She made me fall in love with her and I can't return the feelings you have for me." He said sadly. 

"Why can't you? Just spend more time with me and soon enough you will like me as much as you like Lucy." I begged, on the verge of crying.

"It's not that easy. I can't just fall in love whenever I want!" He shouted.

"Yes, you ca-" I was interrupted by Macao.

"Natsu! Lucy fainted!" Macao panted.

"Where is she!" Natsu shouted desperately.

"At the guild's nurse room." He replied, still panting.

Natsu ran off after Lucy.

Again.

"What were you two arguing about?" Macao asked.

"Nothing." I replied as I walked the opposite direction that Natsu ran causing Macao to look at me weirdly.

"Aren't you going to see if your bestfriend is alright?" He yelled from behind me.

I didn't reply as I walked away, leaving him behind.

Just like how Natsu left me behind for Lucy.

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I'm going through hella emotions right now. I actually haven't edited this yet so please excuse me for any errors you may have seen. 

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Edited: August 14th, 2018

Editor's note: I'm cringing sooo hard at this chapter.

Author's note: That's me everyday when seeing your horrible spelling. Lucy a damn savage tho :0

Editor's note:  If my spelling is so bad, why did you need the editor?

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