Hey guys starting on January 1st I will have a story out called "Dear Nobody" I hope you all will check it out. It's not a fanfiction it just a regular fiction story, basically a girl writing in her diary everyday and I will post something everday. I'm only telling you now in case I don't get a chance to update this story again before the new year and I'm sorry I know this chapter is boring. -beautifulgoodbyexx
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I cried myself to sleep that night and when I woke up Logan was sleeping on the floor next to my bed. I felt so dead. Everything was heavy, and I didn't want to wake up for the life of me so I just went back to sleep. I didn't wake up until four in the afternoon and Logan was sitting at my desk on my computer playing video games. I rolled over and he turned around. When he saw I was awake he immediately ran over to me and sat next to me on the bed, pulling me into a hug and rubbing my back.
"Are you okay?" he asked I just nuzzled into his chest and let him hold me, "Please talk to me."
"I don't want to talk." I whispered blankly.
"Lex, you're not okay anymore." he said the concern in his voice was overwhelming.
"I know." I was completely monotone.
He sighed, "I'm telling your parents."
I shot up, "You can't! They can't handle it right now!" I practically yelled.
"You're their daughter!" he yelled back.
I sighed and cuddled up to him again, "Please, I'll be okay just hold me. That's all I need."
He kissed the top of my head and cuddled me to his chest dropping the subject. After a few minutes we emerged from my room to see both of our parents sitting around the table, laughing. How can they be happy at a time like this? I'm absolutely miserable and they can laugh the night away. For some reason this made me really angry.
"Look who rose from the dead." my mom said gesturing towards me and I watched how Logan tensed because he thought I was going to be dead today.
"Funny." I said making my way to the kitchen.
"What time is your practice tomorrow?" my mom asked.
I grabbed a bottle of water out of the refrigerator, "I don't think I'm going to go."
"You're going." my dad said simply.
"Why? I don't want to go." I fought back.
My dad sighed, "You just got back on the team you're not going to mess it up."
"Whatever." I rolled my eyes.
"Alexia, knock it off!" he yelled.
"I'm going to sleep some more." I walked past everyone back to my room but I left my door open and I could overhear everyone talking in the dining room.
"What's going on with her Logan?" my dad asked.
He shrugged, "I think she's just upset about the surgery."
I heard both of my parents sigh and apologize for my behavior before continuing to talk about boring adult stuff. I softly shut my door checked my email on my computer. There was a new email from "terriblexoxoxthings"
"Did you miss me? I know so much about you Lexi it's ridiculous. I don't have much to say I just wanted you to know I can get to you anytime anywhere. -xoxox"
I just rolled my eyes and shut my computer before laying on my bed. I cuddled with Marley for about an hour when Logan came back in.
"Do you want me to stay tonight?" he asked and I just shrugged, "I can if you want me too."
"It's up to you Logan." I said.
"Are you going to be okay until you get home from practice tomorrow?" he asked and I just shook my head, "Okay, well then I'll be back before you get back from practice." I just shook my head again and he came over and kissed, "Goodnight, I love you."
"I love you too." I said in a low whisper and whatched as he walked out my door and shut it behind him.
Soon I fell asleep. I wasn't planning on going to practice the next morning so I didn't set my alarm but my mom came in and woke me up to go. I was annoyed and frustrated but didn't feel like fighting so I got out of bed and dressed to go to practice. When I got to practice I realized I forgot a long sleeved leotard so I quickly wraped my wrist with athletic tape. I spent most of practice training my routine for the competition in a few weeks that determines which gyms get to go to districts, then nationals, then worlds. After practice coach announce a competition we would be going to this upcoming weekend, my heart immediately sank and when me and Taylor connected looks she realized what was wrong and her face immediately dropped. I hurried and grabbed alal of my things from the locker room and ran to my coaches door.
"Come in, Lexi." he said.
"I just had a question." I said hesitantly.
"Yes? What is it?" he asked.
"Is this competition mandatory?"
He sighed, "For you I think it should be."
"I'm sorry but I can't make it."
He had an irritated laughed, "There better be a good excuse."
"My family is going to Boston." I said.
He rolled his eyes, "Another one of your fathers concerts?"
I was so frustrated, he didn't know the first thing about my life, "No, my dad is having brain surgery."
His face immediately lightened, "Oh, I'm sorry. Yes of course, of course, go. I wish him well."
"Thanks." I said before walking out the door
I met Taylor in my car, "How'd it go?" she asked.
"Better than I expected it too." I smiled.
"Hey Lex..." she gave me the same concerened look as everyone else in my life has been giving me.
I sighed, " What Taylor?"
"Are you okay?" she asked.
I put on my best smile, "I promise, I'm fine." and we spent the rest of the car ride listening N'sync. When I got home I went to the kitchen and I grabbed something to eat before getting a shower. After I was dressed and came out of the bathroom Travis and my parents were sitting at the table and I saw Logan sitting outside. I made my way toward the back door but my parents stopped me.
"Sit down Lexi." my mom said.
I sighed and sat next to Travis, "What's up?"
"We know something is wrong but we know you're not going to tell us so we're not even going to bother to ask." my dad started and I rolled my eyes.
My mom continued, "Tuesday we thought it would be best for you to stay with grandma Lauren until your flight Thursday."
"I figured that." I said wanting to leave the table.
"Well, we think you should be closer to Logan if that's what you need. So, Travis agreed to let you stay with them." my mom finished.
"Really?" I was monotone.
"Yes." Travis shook his head.
"There are a few rules." my dad started again, "One, there's no way in hell you're sleeping in the same room, two, you have to go to school and practice on time everyday, and three, you need to drop your attitude." I shook my head, "Do you understand me?"
"Yes, dad." I said before turning to travis, "Thanks."
"You're welcome kiddo." he smiled.
