If Only, If Only-Bucky Barnes

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If only, if only

If only he would have felt the same for me

As I for him

If I had only spilled my soul to him

Speaking the truth I forced to hide at the bottom of my lungs

Maybe it would have been different

Maybe he would not have left

Oh if only, if only

If only I had not introduced him to the woman

The one with the guns and guts

Had I not showed him the ways of the war

Oh maybe, just maybe he would have not left me behind

If only, if only

If only I waved his train down and dragged him off

Bidding him farewell with a kiss I will never be able to give

If only he had not left

Perhaps I would have said what I thought and desired

Maybe I could have been as brave as he is

Was...

As brave as he was

And I cry for my only

My only love in which I never confessed of

For the only letter I ever received of him was a yellow slip

A slip, a piece of paper

Such a simple thing can break a soul 

Though mine could not have been broken more

If only, if only

If only I had acted upon my feelings and thoughts

Oh maybe, just maybe, he would be here sharing his with me

If only my only were here

I would let him know that he was my only

The only one I shall ever hold dear

Oh if only, if only


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