If only, if only
If only he would have felt the same for me
As I for him
If I had only spilled my soul to him
Speaking the truth I forced to hide at the bottom of my lungs
Maybe it would have been different
Maybe he would not have left
Oh if only, if only
If only I had not introduced him to the woman
The one with the guns and guts
Had I not showed him the ways of the war
Oh maybe, just maybe he would have not left me behind
If only, if only
If only I waved his train down and dragged him off
Bidding him farewell with a kiss I will never be able to give
If only he had not left
Perhaps I would have said what I thought and desired
Maybe I could have been as brave as he is
Was...
As brave as he was
And I cry for my only
My only love in which I never confessed of
For the only letter I ever received of him was a yellow slip
A slip, a piece of paper
Such a simple thing can break a soul
Though mine could not have been broken more
If only, if only
If only I had acted upon my feelings and thoughts
Oh maybe, just maybe, he would be here sharing his with me
If only my only were here
I would let him know that he was my only
The only one I shall ever hold dear
Oh if only, if only
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Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier x Reader
Teen FictionDecided to write another story and I plan to stick with this one. Mainly Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldiers but I will take requests for other Marvel characters. Hope ya enjoy